Guys can be Bi*c*es TOO, y'know !

Yes, in fact I'm one of them. The one to blame for all this shinanigans (wait, is that how you spell it ? In fact, I'm a pretty awesome........JERK.

Jerks are selfish, manipulative bastards who see women as little more then sexual conquests to brag about to their buddies or mere objects that are there for their personal pleasure. As to ensure the post-sex breakup will be in their favor, Jerks often play the "sensative guy" early on so the girl will make most of the moves on HIM, and after he's done with her and dumps her for some other girl just like her, he can make it look like she's at fault for coming on too strong, and consequently she'll take him back if he chooses to return for seconds.

This was taken from Urban Dictionary since it was the first result I got when I google-d "What defines a jerk"

Let's see "jerks are selfish" Well I AM selfish. I don't like it when people borrow my stuff, especially people whom I'm not familiar with or I think will lose said items. I really can't see how some people can borrow their stuff to me when I ask them even though maybe we just met for the first time. Like how Wayney actually borrowed me and taught me how to shave back in camp ! Most people (including the girls when I asked for opinions) would just be like "Ewww gross ! Dude, it's unhygienic lah !" Yes I think it's not encouraged to share shavers with someone else but I told him my issue and he was like "Oh stop by at my dorm later. I'll teach you AND borrow you my shaver"....Thanks Wayney =') Sorry I didn't get to repay the favor BECAUSE I'M SELFISH...

"manipulative bastards who see women as little more then sexual conquests to brag about to their buddies or mere objects that are there for their personal pleasure." Well I LOVE TO MANIPULATE people. Yes I'm actually a manipulative Bas***d. I'm "gila kuasa" all this time. Did you happen to catch me manipulating people ? Well I DID. That's why I was spending so much in the library =P YES THIS LITTLE ***** got his ****ING HANDS DIRTY... And yes, I feel a sense of accomplishment and self-satisfaction when something bad happened to SOME of my friends if they've done something bad to me. Something bad RANGES from even saying SOMETHING WRONG (like insulting/joking with me in our conversation). Yes I'm a sensitive little ***** as well. Yes I'm also evil... Me and my friend argue about something. I doesn't think my opinion is true. Some higher authority corrects him and says I'm correct. And I can already feel the ego rushing through me. Yes I'm THAT evil.

" As to ensure the post-sex breakup will be in their favor, Jerks often play the "sensative guy" early on so the girl will make most of the moves on HIM, and after he's done with her and dumps her for some other girl just like her, he can make it look like she's at fault for coming on too strong, and consequently she'll take him back if he chooses to return for seconds." Well....I'd rather not talk about this. When I think of this, I feel too guilty and sick of myself....

Additional Bad Stuff About Me:

I'm a BIG FAT LIAR. Yes I lie. ALL THE TIME. How do you know I'm not lying ? Well, am I lying now ?

I'm also NOT SMART A.K.A STUPID/TOOPID...Yes my grades aren't even that good. I keep making the excuse about not being smart enough/or being unable to cram more info into my puny GOD brain but other people seem to have NO PROBLEM with scoring high. Like I said, I'm one of the few who don't really stand with the rest in terms of brains ! I'm pretty sure Science Stream Form 6 is for people with AT LEAST 6As. I got 4...KILL ME. I really DO wonder. What am I trying to proof ? I don't even have a proper ambition (maybe it's because of my anti-stereotypical views). "Because my mom told me so. She forced me" is what I tell everyone even the teachers when they asked me why I came to Form 6. I wonder what would've happened if I joined Commerce instead when I was in Form 4 since you can take ICT that way (well for my year anyway). Would I be in a DIFFERENT school now ? One that offers ICT ? I'm in such a blur now ? Why can't I make up my mind about my ambition ? Well that brings us to the next point...

I'm UN-INDEPENDENT ! Yes of course, I'm not. I'm such a cry baby who always gets sick because of my terrible health. I drag people down with me when I'm sick. Like how mom has to pay around A THOUSAND just to get the root canal operation going, which removed the nerves in my tooth so yes. I'm guilty for making my mom waste RM1000 to make my tooth not feeling anything. And I made my parents (once again) fly allll the way from Sabah to Selangor just to see me for ONE DAMN AFTERNOON... I'm hopeless aren't I ? 

I'm a WHINY *****....Oh yes I am. Even Aud said I'm whiny. No I'm not mad at you or anything for saying. I trust you enough to know it's true. And yes I WHINE a lot I complain A LOT and talk bad about others behind them. And I like to make sarcastic jokes at people who are talking. Mostly during lectures and stuff... I whine about the slightest things that goes wrong with my "plan" or anything and I tend to think LOWLY of others when they fail to execute my idea/plan which was ARROGANTLY planned for the utmost perfection.

I could go on. But bashing myself is hard work ! In fact this could become a 2000 word essay but it's getting late and I don't wanna put myself in a condition worse than I should. My point is....I SUCK....

Filled with Anguish,

TK

It's all the RAGE now. Yakah ?

Ok, so apparently me saying "yakah" unconsciously became a trend and EVERYONE is saying it....as a mean of annoying me 0.0 But I treat it more like "You Don't Say =D"....Which is kinda troll-y i guess. Back to the topic, I'm really sowi (my trademark apology) for not updating my blog for quite a while even though I'm walking here and there all there without a single care in the world. I'll list down my ummm....activities for these past few days !

Friday

We had sukaneka in school, I was being a coward and all so I didn't join. They were playing Bola Baling and Tarik Tali but I only signed up for the Tarik Tali since I kinda have ball phobia/trauma from primary school (no, I didn't get hit in the face by one). Was instead cheering on the sidelines with Siaw for our team but we lost in the first round D=. Then we cheered for Audrey's Team.....They lost in the first round. OMG I'm starting to think I'm jinxed !

Audrey's Team ! I SUPPORT YOU !!!

Some drama happened with them losing and I was afraid Aud was kinda unstable but things went on pretty well. A funny thing is that we thought Kumpulan 1 (The doctors and scientist team) would be pathetic at sports since they're brainiacs. OH did we get TROLLED.... They made it to the semi finals...I'll be quiet now =3

Then I got a sudden call on Thurs night from my driving tutor, Mr Chin. He said he wanted to bring me driving then maybe QTI (ujian percubaan) on Sat or Sun. I didn't have much choice but to say OK but I found it very weird 'cuz I already filled out my 8 hours. Manatau he gave me 3 extra hours for free that whole afternoon. Yes I am happy for his generousity but then I felt kinda hurt 'cuz it means that I wasn't ready yet. Kent didn't need the extra hours 'cuz he's already fine T.T

Had to skip Youth to do LAUNDRY...YES LAUNDRY ! My worse enemy. It came back from PLKN to haunt me T.T

Saturday

So I'm taking my QTI test today morning. Why am I not surprised ? 'Cuz I need to go for church on Sunday ? Nahhhh.... Went with Kent and I was SUPER NERVOUS....The really mean and impatient pegawai did NOT help ! Kent went up the hill first. He failed, I saw his front tyre haven't reach the yellow lines. Then he told me to get into the car. I passed the "bukit" test so he told me to drive to the Parallel Parking spot where I proceeded to humiliate myself D= I parked nicely then he told me to keluar. Yes I actually thought he wanted me to come out of the car when it's still parked inside the parking area. Well not really... I tried to adjust my car so I can come out more easily later but he misunderstood and yelled like "(In BM) Which direction are you turning the steering oh !" So I panicked and thought he want me to get out of the car (yes, I'm deaf and my brain is slow at interpreting info) so I free gear-ed and hand break up and was ready to get out when he was like "Do you expect to leave the car like that ?" So I quickly (desperately) tried to drive the car out but then MATI ENJIN !! (and suddenly he got a phone call so he ignore me). I tried again and it MATI again. After like the 3rd time I on the engine, I found out my hand brake still UP 'cuz I was too RUSHING ! URGHHHHHHHHH....Then he told me to get out of the car after I was done (Yes I failed =( ) Kent did the 3 Penjuru and the pegawai didn't ask me to do it. Instead just drive STRAIGHT to Route A. I think I did OK. But I only got 17/20 (minimum 16 to pass). T.T Oh yeah ! I also met Maddie at ADC before taking my test. She was going for bengkel and is leaving for Ipoh next month.

I know I look UGLY but I got no other pose...

After that, me and Kent rushed home to wait for Char to fetch us for a MOVIE at SURIA =D I ran upstairs, borrowed my bro my phone ('cuz he asked for it) and took a VERY quick shower. Put everything back on and went into her car (she just arrived). I FORGOT MY PHONE ! Oh well. Went to meet up with the others and bought the tickets for DARK SHADOWS !

Char with all the tickets. TEN of them.

When we bought the tickets, the counter asked if we're all 18. Aud said yes. I was kinda shocked they ACTUALLY asked for our age. I thought they were exaggerating but then IT REALLY WAS FOR 18 ABOVE ! AHHH SEX SCENE....Between a vampire and a witch. It's eff-ed up ! I mean they were FLYING (literally) all across the room while they make out ! After they were done, the room was ruined....

Done with the movie, we moved on to UpperStar for LUNCH =D This is when things started to go REALLY messed up ! One of the wallpaper on the wall that me and Aud were facing was the portrait of what-Aud-claims-to-be the Creation of Adam. Google it at your own risk ! We REALLY couldn't eat while staring at that everytime our faces looked up so we had to switch with Huang and Kent...

Me messing with Aud's phone !

I had PIZZA =D and EVERYONE wanted to take a shot of me eating the first bite....I'll upload the picture once I get it from ONE of them.... Huang, Aud, Kent and I think even Char has the pic. GAWD I'm popular ! I was getting really full (also because EVERYONE was eating faster than me) so I had to gulp down THREE slices of pizza at once. But the interesting part is the MESSED UP CONVERSATIONS that I was having with Aud. We were laughing every 3 minutes, I can barely keep my food down ! (All while her aunt is sitting at the next table)

Please try to imagine there's a HUGE PICTURE of a naked man behind me !

Click here for a short video recorded by Yolanda (yes, that means you'll have to either be her friend or my friend to view it.) You can see a short scene where me and Aud BURST into laughter !

Oh here's a FINE example of what we were laughing at. Credit goes to Aud for posting it:

*Huang looks at the naked guy in the portrait*

Huang: Yer why so small one?

Audrey: Omg I think I just ovulated.

Charies: Why? Because of the picture?

Hong2 & Huang: -stifles and laughs-

Everyone: -laughs non stop-

Kent: What the?

Then while window shopping, we saw Lim Khiam Lun shopping with his WAIFU =D We we shocked. Seriously, we just stood there as he waved at us and passed by. I think that's what Aud calls an Awkward Wave, now I know =D THEN WE WENT FOR KARAOKE... The REAL one took up 3 hours so we just went to the ciplak punya at the arcade. I paid RM5, Aud paid RM5 and we sang 10 songs (well we shared.) There were 9 people (Aliza went home already) SHOVING into a single karaoke booth built SPECIFICALLY for 2 people. When we off the lights to sing in peace, the air con would auto-off itself...FUUUUUUUU.... FURTHERMORE, one of the two mic BROKEN ADY. I just hold it most of the time to SS when others are singing. I sang You Belong With Me, Take a Bow and of course, my personal karaoke fav, Born This Way ! Before I went home, I managed to bump into Daniel, my 1 year senior. He's actually in Maktab Perguruan studying English as a Second Language. Wow I never knew =P

Sunday

Went to church in the morning. I found out my holiday alarm shift is OVER. I can now hear the alarm LOUD and CLEAR and stay awake without having to off the alarm and jump back into bed....and pass out again. After that Abby's family brought me and my bro for lunch. We had SANG NYUK MIAN... *goosebumpz*  then went to Abby's house for Leong Fun <3 Abby taught me how to use eBay (lol, pengaruh rakan sebaya !!!) using her iPad. Then suddenly Siaw pm-ed her on FB saying she wants to go out so she asked her dad and WE WENT OUT !

SS at Abby's House. Actually I was just bored so I tested out my Cam360 app.

We were like so blur after we fetch Siaw. We DIDN'T KNOW WHERE TO GO !? After thinking in a still car for 10 or so minutes. We finally decided to go to CityMall where Abby freaked out because of the underground parking slope... We did a little window shopping (mostly girly stuff =P ) then we went to Popular to get some stationaries for the new School Year (well for Form 6 anyways !). Abby got some colorful pens, Siaw got....tape.....and some color paper, I got a new pencil case and a transparent file. I don't wanna gloat or anything. I'm afraid people in class say "Aiya, you're the worse student in the class but you still waste your parents punya money to buy all these new stuff. Like to show off saja". Well that's the kind of misunderstanding that I'd like to avoid. Since I really DID try hard to find the design that I like (Abby and Siaw helped) and I got the (almost) CHEAPEST pencil case available. 

Searching hard and wide to find the perfect pencil case !

Then we headed over to other random places like Bata. Saw Yong Xing Didi selling online games at a kiosk. He's doing part time and I also saw Lee Wei Kit also working at some other place but I didn't know where. He disappeared too fast (If I got to know him better, I'd call him Kit Kit/Kit Kat). Abby went to Giant while I chat with Yong Xing and they came out with 2 rows of Yakult. Apparently, Abby wanna sell them at school because the weather is hot LOL. Oh well, I want one too ! We bought ice cream from another kiosk then sat down on the public free bench to enjoy the treat where we noticed there's ANOTHER new kiosk that ALSO sells ice cream. It's called Moo (or something like that). We were all staring at it like we're some orang miskin whose eating cheap ice cream while staring at other families buying good quality ice cream for their kids !

Then we went home. HOHOHO SLOPE OF DOOM ! We were like so high in the car that Abby almost mati enjin ! (Yes we were very HIGH). After that, me and my bro and Siaw followed Abby's family to bukit padang for mountain hiking (because it's good for your health). Long legs FINALLY became useful, I could one-step everything while some people had to use their hands etc. Thank God =D Super tired after reaching the top, Siaw was suffering the most. She looked like she was almost dying D= After we were near the car park area again, we got enjoy a special show !

  Biker Gangs ! (well not the violent kind XD) It was awesome. The bikes were like flying around the place. So many pros !!

On my way down, I ACTUALLY FELL DOWN. Oh my aching butt....Actually, it would make my day if you would "strategically place your lips on my posterior and KISS it repeatedly" LOLOLOL

Top of the Hill !!!

See anything special about this picture ?

How 'bout now ?

And that brings us back to now. Me, sitting on my favourite wheel chair, blogging like a pig in my very first personal laptop that I don't need to share with any siblings. Life is good, huh ? I hope tomorrow turns out OK =D

Bewildered,

TK

Brink of Delusion...

Today is like what ? Day 5 of Form 6 ? Felt like an eternity already... I'm not whining that I hate this orientation (I just think it's unnecessary) but I don't want class to ever start. I mean the subject briefings scared the **** out of me. I'm just really pessi right now. Frankly, I'm the dumbest guy in science class right now. Wouldn't it make sense that the requirements to go for science stream is higher for students from other school ? So they're all smarter than me already. And then I factored out the science students from my school that's smarter than me and the only person left besides me is.....ME ! I don't want what I'm trying to prove here (by going to Science Stream), I'm just listening to what my mom thinks is "best for me". Oh well, even if she let me choose, I'll still be confused about which stream to enter. My mom kinda built an involuntary "Kemanusiaan=No Good" system in me since Form 3. NO I DON"T WANNA THINK THAT WAY ! even smart students go kemanusiaan ! People like Edward go, so I don't really see what's so bad. It's up to you and what career you want to take up. Form 6 ISN'T HIGH SCHOOL, it's PRE-U. You're supposed to start thinking about what subjects would be benificial for your uni life. But now my mind is full of "If you take science now, you can choose from a wider variety of courses in the future"....Thanks mom...

I really don't know what I'm doing with my life now. Yes, I don't have CITA-CITA, I'm that pathetic. I don't even know what I want to study in uni. Are the futures I dream of impossible to achieve ? *FYI, in case you haven't noticed yet...Yes this a special EMO TK session* I guess I was pretty blind all this time. Mom said science is better so I took science. Maybe....JUST MAYBE, if I took something that I was interested in, maybe I wouldn't be struggling like this. I really didn't realize anything was wrong until recently when I saw all the geniuses in the Science Class. I started to question myself "Do I belong here ?" "Am I just being stubborn" "Is this going to lead to my own downfall ?" 

When Abby was freaking out about whether to take Bio or Phy. I could only sit there and stair at her mental breakdown while not caring much about my paper... I'm going to Aussie next year (for those who didn't know) and I'm pretty sure my parents won't take NO for an answer since they worked so hard for this opportunity. That means I'm only staying in Form 6 for this year, sitting for 1 semester's exam then leaving.  It kinda makes me wanna fly through this sem without even caring (I'm on transit anywayssss !). But then again I want to PROVE that I can actually DO SOMETHING and not give up that easily. It's hard knowing that my efforts will all be for naught (y'know since Australian syllabus is different). I myself am NOT sure what I'm even typing right now. It's just all a BIG BLUR !

This is extremely sad and depressing for me. After all, I didn't start with a lot of friends, never have, never did but never will ???  That I'm not sure. I came to high school with almost 0 friends with me. I've been through some eff-ed up stuff but in the end, that day at the convo. I feel proud of myself (no, not the high and mighty stuff), I actually managed to do something in my pathetic 5 years life in high school ! I got to meet all sorts of people. People from Dinamik, Kreatif, Amanah, PSS, Greenies <3, Wushu, Interact Clubz and other students which I met on pure coincidence. I consider myself pretty lucky, maybe even the most lucky student in the school. I've met so many people and I more or less managed to juggle my academics all together (4As isn't THAT bad. It's average 'cuz it was trending on Twitter =P). Same thing in camp. I came with 0 friends then SOMEHOW (maybe loneliness and isolation forced me) I've manage to make friends (around 30% camp knows me) but then it was time to part again. And now I was facing Form 6 with NEW CHALLANGES (AND NEW CHALLANGERS !) and 90% all my friends aren't there with me anymore. Can i really make new friends ? I only have 1 and 1/2 year to do that. And I don't know that much juniors now...

Yes isolation does kill. Just because you don't see me smile often doesn't mean I'm acting cool (someone just said that to me today), but there's not really much reason for me to smile....

Maybe...

Maybe it's because...

Sadly, I'm starting to believe that. I know I have friends that I can count on. It's just that...the only one that can help myself is ME >:) Hey, you know what ? I think that might be the answer ! Endless hours of writing this randomly emotional blog post made me REALIZE that I can do anything if I set my mind to it. You don't have to be the best, not everyone can be the best. But you can be the BEST THAT YOU CAN BE ! Even if I cant stand up to the best in that class, I can still do my best right ? No point in putting this 1/2 a year to waste ! I mean, SOMEONE has to be last place =P Heck the whole class could get a 4 flat and i got a 3.9 (ok, overly OPTIMISTIC ~) but that's still awesome....

Ahhhh the wonders of blogging ~~ (Yes I was talking to myself just now so the post DOESN'T MAKE SENSE). Is this what girls call MOOD SWING ? Fascinating....

Something additional, I had to show my hatred and appreciations...

Did most of you know I have a DEEP-SEEDED hatred towards Form 6 students ? Because SOME of them act KINDA sombong... Yes, I don't really like this year's Upper 6. THere was a group of Science class Form 6 that entered the library's Powerpoint Competition. There powerpoint was pretty but somehow they kept laughing at other groups...Well, I still managed to in-your-faced them by winning first place (first to second place were the biggest gap in marks too !!) And lots of other incidents made me think ill of them. Of course, I've come to (because I never hated) enjoy the company of 2011's upper six students (yes, they graduated with me !). I knew some of them when I was in Form 3 (through BLOGS of course, most effective way to stalk) so I've kinda made peace with them by the time they enter Form 6. The very ngong photo up there was the one we took for 2011's PSS AJK Tertinggi. (not showing off, well maybe a bit. Just reminiscing). Chang Sin Fung was the Pengerusi, he's hot-headed, could'nt-be-bothered type, but I guess he covered for me 'cuz my speaking skills were CACAT and he treated me nice (almost =P). Next to me is Vivian, who's really hardworking and industrious Setiausaha who dreams of becoming a dentist. Next to Sin Fung is Sim Ying, our bendahari who is extremely EXTREMELY easy go get along with, she's also very helpful and she sent me home a few times before. Top row from the left is Ketty, who is like a best friend, IF you like endless hours of chatting and gossiping, Jia Chyi, the youngest member in our board as Pen. Setiausaha, Yang Yang, Mr Top 4 Science Stream Student in Sabah WHO still plays a children card GAME =D Our interest collide, Yung Yung, Mr Best Smile and white Skin XDD, Ah Lai, super desciplined and ready to give a helping hand, and lastly Ruth, Ms Talks to Fast in Chinese. I want them to be my senpai forever !!! Arigatou Minna, you made me (sorta...not really) love My temporary H3LL Form 6 =D

Ranting and Resolved,

TK

I'm 18 ?

Well technically, I'm 18 but I know it's still a few months before my birthday. This was kinda random but we kinda mentioned alcohol when we were gazing through the menu. Yes that means SOME of us are already 18 and drinking is now legal. It's still a little hard to believe though, I went my whole life without alcohol (well, except the occasional Dad-can-I-have-some-of-your-beer?-Yuck-it's-bitter-NVM) but I'm not ready to start now too =D Yes I AM A GOOD BOY ^.^

Somehow she agreed to do this with me...

I was HIGH ok ?

Epic fail...THere was suppose to be butt to butt contact (ewww. nevermind)

Photo Credit goes to iiyee !

Ok, so the weekend passed before I noticed it and I guess it was nice to feel the value of weekends again. You'll be BEGGING for Friday to come. Then the final period bell rings and you and all your friends go all high and start singing "Friday Friday gotta get down on Friday". Ok so maybe you guys don't do that. BUT I DO ;-) On Sat, went to church for guitar workshop. WOOHOO I know how to read chords =D but my finger response are too slow and PICKING KILLED MY POOR LITTLE FINGERS... Ivan said if I practice my fingertips will get hard which I don't think I want it to or else I might not feel my precious piano like I used to. Good thing he said it was reversable, if I wait for like 2 years LOL.

Was suppose to go home after the workshop but I "jammed" with Anna and Christ until 4 where I proceeded to go home and STAND UP TO MY DAD because HE AIN'T DOIN' No HOUSE CHORES. My mom is working her back off (literally she get's abdomen pain every week after she's done) while you're asking ME to work ? I'm not implying that I don't need to do any friggin' work but you could at least HELP US !? I've been helping out the house everyday and mopping the floors every Saturday while seeing you watching TV on the couch... Maybe you're right. I don't earn money. That's your job but MY MOM EARNS MONEY TOO ! why is she still stuck with all the chores ? And all this time you argue with me, but it isn't about ME, it's ABOUT YOUR HALF-DEAD WIFE ! GROW UP...

Then we went out for dinner at CityMall cuz I wanted to do some back-to-school stationary shopping. Got a new bottle for around RM16 ! It says "Dare to be Different". It's TRUE. THe other bottles (same design, different color scheme) don't have WORDS on them. LOL Mine is different =D

And I dropped it 1 TIME today...Great...No scratches ! GREAT =D Had dinner at PlayGround. I DIDN'T KNOW it was under the same management as Party Play. Should've guessed. The play was tiny but the design was creative (THE MENU TOO !) I <3 the GREEN TEA LATTE ! It has NO ADDED SUGAR. Yes, it taste like plan cold green tea...only creamer ^.^ Too bad mom and my bro would never understand such taste....

Stayed up the WHOLEEEEE night finishing my group's Powerpoint Assignment...It's GONNA KNOCK THEIR SOCKS OFF >=D As in I started at 11pm and slept at 5am...(almost 6 !) If you want it you can download it from the link below (You have been warned, sad/scary/cruel stuff are involved):

http://www.mediafire.com/?43drsz65t11canh

Sunday, I brought mom and dad (dad tagged along....) to church (FOR THE FIRST TIME =P) to attend the Youth punya choir performance even though I had to wake up at NINE (I only got less than 4 hours sleep) And she's practically my only parent, my dad only whines (I know it's for my own good but stop calling me useless and hopeless and CACAT), and drives me around...  It's about a mom and son problem. Son gets bad grades, mom lectures him, son says I hate you and runs away. Then we sing ! We did Close To You by the Carpenters. Frankly, it's a nice song but NEEDS MORE ummm chorus-feeling in the CHORUS. I wasn't very satisfied of the chorus but then again who am I to complain. I had fun covering it (LOL I'm talking like I solo-ed !)

Of course, let's not forget what day it WAS. It was MOTHER'S DAY . Happy Mother's Day Mom. I finally realize how you were kurang kasih sayang these last few years because I treated this special day as a normal Sunday. I hope this year I've succeeded in making you feel better....even if it's just a little bit =D 

Secret shout-out to Aud as well ^.^

Went to shop for shoes at Suria in the evening but I couldn't find the one that I wanted...So I didn't buy any shoes at all. Instead we went SHOPPING at Brands Outlet (not that I enjoy shopping or whatever LOL). I bought a plain blue polo (ALWAYS WANTED ONE !) and 2 Graphic Tees. I wanted to make it 3 cuz 1 Tee cost RM20 if you buy 3 RM50 only. It's really cheap and the material also quite good, but I couldn't find a third one that I like. Looking forward to wearing them =D

Today went to school like normal and listened to MOAR lectures. Finally something useful, Physics and Bio Taklimat. Cikgu Bestah is our Phy T and Cikgu Lo Fui Shu is our Bio T. Bestah just BROWWWSED through the whole syllabus with us and put us on free period but Cikgu Lo actually showed us an equation (she didnt sound as boring as in class) Aerobic Respiration. You think you know the formula from Form 4 ? Well, NOW IT'S IN EXPENDED FORM ! A diagram DRAGGING TWO FREAKIN' SLIDES LONG. Yes It's a cycle that needs up to TWO slides to contain. I gasped (LOL). And Bestah said unlike Form 5, STPM Physics is more on calculating (not theory) so my Add Maths has to be good....Great....And Cikgu Lai said Ekonomi is VERY tough (even more for Science to Commerce students) so what ? I'm stuck in the middle ?? I really wished I pursued ICT for SPM and then found a school that offers ICT as a subject. Maybe then my resolved would've been better. My school's "flexible" subject system only shines in commerce classes. For science, you MUST take PA, MUET, Maths T (I WANT MATHS M WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT), Chem and Phy/Bio. I seriously don't understand why I cant do Bio and Phy. Why is CHEMISTRY a compulsory subject ? Hate to say this but I've more interest in Bio compared to Chem (even though my Bio is my worse paper). I looked through the syllabus (old one) online and Maths M looked easier so I wanna take it. Manatau it was only offered to Commerce classes....GRRRRR....

Photo Taking Session Tomorrow for Student ID =D Have to look smart (and sexy =3) ! 

OMG and my presentation is TOMORROW TOO ! I haven't prepared what I need to say YET !!

 HELP....

 

Yes, I love this picture...I WANT A DUCK TOO !

Stressing over PResentation,

TK

Day 1 of Form 6

 

Haha is this picture nice ? I just noticed that it was weird to end my previous REDUX blog post with just a single photo of some random MAS flight attendees picture. It was late so I couldn't really do much (before my mom came in and murdered me) and I was TOTALLY determined not to procrastinate and dilly dally about my blog anymore so I just posted up. 

Anywayz, the picture above is the lakeside view of my camp. Pretty RIGHT ? There's a giant lake surrounding our camp which acts as the center. The flying fox obstacle course is also there, as in you actually go from this side of the lake to the other side in the picture. Yes It can be scary but I never got to try it out (cuz I wasn't lucky enough D= ) Sunsets like this happens all the time over there so I guess being isolated in a jungle prison isn't so bad after all ;-) Btw, behind the dorms in the picture is the forest and behind the forest is a recycle factory which makes our camp smell like ***** and we can practically see the smoke every morning (we can still see it at night too XD). Poor Wayne-y got pneumonia cuz of that D= 

Top Left: DJ, Wayne-y, Je-Re-Mi, Me (thx Jimmy and Bryan for borrowing this epic shirt and vest for my band performance ! ), Jude, Christopher LOPEZ
Bottom Left, Jasper 'Mira-chan', Kim, Jimmy

Picture credit goes to Wayne and Kim (thanks again for borrowing me your black T for my Sabah dance)

Now let's leave the past behind MOVE FORWARD !

Form 6 started yesterday, I wanted to try and blog about my first day yesterday but then again, I was kinda busy. (But school was boring 0.0 ) Met up in the IT Blok in the morning, apologized to LLL and Anisa for my crazy sideburns (I CONFESSED MYSELF OK ?) The lectures were boring and what's worse ? They had Ice Breaking to start off the day. We had to say our name, and our ambition (THE TEACHER WAS ACTUALLY RECORDING !) Siaw was talking before my turn then she ended kinda funny-ly so I laughed while she passed me the mic and some of my laughter got into the PA (so I LAUGH EVEN MORE). I said I still don't know my cita-cita (English + Malay) just like about 60% of everyone :\

Then the teacher split us up into groups (FISHHHH) based on our ambition (DOBLE FISHHHH) Those without ambitions were placed in random groups to fill out the space. Only Siaw was in my group. Abby, Audrey they all in another group. Truth is I do have an ambition, a Web Designer. But I'm not sure if it's even considered a profession since ANYONE can just buy a book about HTML and make websites practically for FREE. How am I suppose to earn a salary like that ? Back to the story, WE HAVE TO DO PRESENTATION (TRIPLET FISHHHHHH) on Tuesday. Thank God, my group got the easiest (but still troublesome) topic, Pembuangan Bayi which is pretty much a staple Form 5 BM karangan topic. And I'm in charge of the Powerpoint, AND I STILL HAVE TO PRESENT ! (lol, i thought I don't need if I do the PP)

Fast forward, after school CUT HAIR (I LIKEY MA NEW HAIR STYLE NOW ^^). Then suddenly Marie msg-ed me about Farewell Party tonight. Asked permission from mom (since my grandma's birthday dinner is also yesterday night). Then left with Abby to Party Play. I can't believe Marie really belanja US ! Thank you ! God bless you =D Everyone ordered Chicken Chop so I ordered Fish and Chips instead ! It was yummy. Then we quickly left and went to ZenQ (my first time !)

Photo Credit goes to Marie

The girls drove, me and Huang (the boys) RAN. I wanted to run since ONE OF THE GIRLS said "let's see who gets there first =P" but I thought someone as mature as Huang wouldn't get the fun of it.....WE RAN *troll* and we got there like really fast and I told Huang to sit down calmly and act preoccupied. IT WORKED =D (read Marie's blog XD)

I didn't know what to order so I pointed at the Strawberry Shaved Ice (you know I go gagaa over Strawberry). But she was like "we ran out" Me: D= (seriously ask Marie =P) then I pointed the Matcha (Green Tea) and Red Bean Shaved Ice. I wasn't expecting much manatau it was like 4 scoops of GREEN TEA ICE CREAM with Red Beans !!! OMG OMG OMG I LOVE THAT PLACE. Usually I'd have to spend a fortune at Sushi King JUST to have Matcha Ice Cream for dessert T.T But now I know where to find some cheap ones ;-)

Polaroid cameraman drama happened (you can read more about it in Marie's blog). Abby asked me to help take group photo I said "IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T IN 5B KAN ?" LOL they all crack up and Audrey was like patting my back TROLLOLOLOL... Went home at about 9.30 after saying Bye Bye to everyone.
I air-hugged Marie in front of her mom XD

Did I mention me, Audrey, Siaw, Abby (ESPECIALLY ABBY) and ShnWei were WHINNING about not wanting to come to school the next day ? For me, the counseling team totally crushed my hopes for making more new friends (SPECIFICALLY MALE SPECIMENS) since the only friends I have is Kent, Kee and ..... You get my point.... My group is all female except Gerald, Jia Zheng and Thien. No one from other schools ? Yeah 2 girls...But I have too many girl-friends already =.= If someone is from another school, I could totally build a new image of myself (no, I'm not trying to rule over Form 6. That's Edward's job) just like in camp.

Today (besides boring Disiplin and Persatuan Form 6 lectures) we got to choose our kokum (and take a glimpse of 1M1S choices). I feel kinda sorry for the new students when the teacher said we could sign up for our kokum now (the forms were all around the auditorium) I raced to the Badminton to write down our names. While Audrey they all write the English Society and BSMM ones. Yeah, we all planned it (that's why the new students didn't know what hit them....Poor kids). So now, my kokum is BSMM (rejected Kadet Polis), English Language Society (rejected Computer Club) and Badminton (rejected Basketball). AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THERE ISN'T WUSHU IN 1M1S !!? What is the meaning of this ? There's Karate and TaeKwanDo so WHAT HAPPENED TO WUSHU !!!! (why must they do this to me D=).

Oh well.... ended up paying for my QTI just now. I just hope Orientation ends FAsT so I can get into the classroom and get some REAL interactions rolling (IT'S 3 FRIGGIN WEEKS LONG)...

This is not what I planned !

TK

Hey peeps ! *talks to air*

Just wanna let you know that I'm back into the blogging business ! I've been cooking up a super duper long post about the adventures (and misadventures) that I had in my PLKN camp for 3 whole months (actually it's 2 and 1/2 months). But I decided to let it go since at that rate I could (almost) never finish that post D= So I'll just skip it, sadly. But I'll fill you in on a little detail;

I went to Selangor to attend my National Service. The camp I got was KEM Setia Ikhlas, Semenyih, Selangor or KEMSIS for short (which sounds totally cool =D ). Our Timbalan Komdanden told us that our camp was the Top 3 in Malaysia. Yay another reason to be happy and bangga (proud) ! I honestly regret saying that going to another state for my NS is not as good as doing it in my own state where I'm closer to my home but IT IS ! LOL sure I can't see my family and friends for 3 months, but I meet more people I know and I learn about their states and culture instead (So Batu Caves WASN'T in Sarawak ? LOL).

AND I GET TO SIT ON A PLANE OMGWTFBBQ ! MAS, NOT AIRASIA ! WHOOHOOOo....
On our way back from camp, we actually got served ice cream and every seat had a screen. IT'S LIKE A MIRACLE HAPPEN (you know, after living under the hot hot burning sun for 3 months)

Ice Cream makes everything better =D

Plus I totally miss all the awesome friends I met in camp ! Of course, being anti-social and stuff was kinda tough and I went the first week friendless, but I gathered up my puny guts and started talking to people ! And soon they intro-ed me to THEIR friends and SO ON ! I guess I know around almost 20-25% of the camp by now ? A recurring problems with making friends is the gender barrier that the camp keeps shoving down your throat and also EVERYONE is bald so it's kinda hard for me to make friends with a guy that has the same hair style as 200 other trainees !

The activities were fun (although childish, but that's what makes it fun !), the food was acceptable, the candy was awesome (if you have enough money XD), laundry was horrendous, but days were treasured. In memory, I'll post down ALL their names down below to remind myself what a lucky ******* I am ;-)

Maddie, friend #1

Sobri, LOL @ my cousin's best friend

Azrul, he knows Jean who transfered to his school during Form 4

TSY, long lost tuition friend

Samuel, the only guy from KKHS (well including me, of course)

Michelle, she's actually All Saint's PSS Pengerusi AND WE MET BEFORE, AND

Cosmax, ummmm.....COOL NAME

Wei Hwa, the guy who I sat on a 2 hour flight with. He's super nice =D

Sharonne, she doesn't talk much...just like me (OMG WE HAVE SOMANYTHINGSINCOMMON).
Athletic basketballer, diagnosed with lack of haemoglobins.

Joe, my roommate/the guy sleeping next to me/the only guy from KK in the dorm (+ me) He likes using my furniture spray to spray his clothes

Ben, my OTHER roommate (the other side), he has perfume but STILL uses some of my furniture spray. They'll do anything to smell good. Yes, he has deodorant too !

Jasper, LONG LOST high school friend (I never knew his name before and don't know what happened to him). Genius Musician (BECAUSE HE CAN UNDERSTAND PIANO,HARMONICA,VIOLIN,GUITAR !)

Jasper #2, he likes to be called Xiao Da instead 'cuz Jasper isn't his official name and he doesn't wanna compete with Jasper LOL Really nice and has a cute smile (not gaying out here !). Sits next to me in Church

Jeremy, the only guy in the camp I can talk about GAMES and sing (SS) karaoke with ! Tales Game FANATIC ! and of course, ANIME fanatic....GUILTY CROWN fanatic !

Jian Wei, my first best friend in the dorm and SUPER HELPFUL ;-) (He helped me patch up my pants) His innocence can be his best shield, but also his worst weapon D=

Sonia, MUMMY DEAREST ! I chat with her parents all the time during Sundays ^.^ #ReasonstokillyouNumber 1

Kim, Genius, Mapler, Playboy, SUPER OPEN FREN. My current guildmaster ! "I'm ok with anyone" #CONFIDENCE

Chin Kuan, the 20 year old of our camp ! Believe it or not, I'm the first guy he talked to ! After he came back from his rehab (soccer accident), I was also the first guy to talk to him...

Grace, super-Ecstatic gurl (Duo with Maddie !) She cut her hair halfway through camp to save time drying her hair

Chris, really supportive and funny friend ! Helped me through my "problems"

Wayne, he taught me about the world of TB ! Get better ! He borrowed me a shirt when I needed one... He has an awesome MOM too ! Talked to her quite a bit when I helped him with his "supposed-TB"

Leong,  Mr-I-Get-Along-With-ANYONE ! The only person I cake-d in camp ! It wasn't pretty >:D

Tee Ping, ma psychological consultant =P And also HE CAN PLAY BY EAR WTFROFLBBQ

Keertan, our camp's VIOLINIST ! Yes, HE BROUGHT A VIOLIN TO CAMP !!

Emy, really sweet ! She's awesome 'cuz she's so open about making new friends, wasn't hard for me to get to know her after I actually OPENED my mouth !

大姐, the OTHER 20 year old in our camp. I hope she's all right (couldn't find her FB)
Haswin, the likes to ask for CocoPies from me (as if I'm not isolated from home and supplies enough !)
Pavez, rough start, but now we're pretty good with each other ! English HELPS ;-)

Ghee and Wafie, The duo that's ALWAYS together ! Reminds me of Glee and Waffles ! Jian Wei calls Wafie, WIFI


Tee Ling, YES Tee Ping's older TWIN brother ! He looks shorter though 0.0 (NO OFFENSE !!!!) Somehow, they're actually tech rivals !

Sue, Rena, Layam, Lily, Constantly making make fun of Sue and Rena (cuz Sue's name is actually Suerena+PUSHUP !), Layam is the Sarawak Princess in our FINAL performance ! 
Luqman, he somehow got hold of my FULL NAME (constantly pestering each other with our real names)
Nurul, awesome guitarist from Sandakan, she has a little voice box problem (or was it her teeth ?) but it makes it sound cute !

Bao Jing, we met....AT THE CLINIC ! She went home before camp finish because of some family problems. I hope she's all right !

A.P, well his name is Abner but I always call him A.P or Ap. I don't know whether it's a silent 'P' or not... He says he's Shiva's cousin (but Shiva is acting clueless OMG)

Celestine, super cheerful, happy go-lucky Q of Alpha ! Her other name is Selasih as said by the Ketua Jurulatih ! I smell eccentric from her


Jude, the boy from Sandakan. He's cute and Sonia and the rest call him Stewart Little (or was it another character ? I think it was a character from Puss In Boots). He can tell heck of a ghost story LOL


Dal, or Daljit or even DJ ! He got demam D during CNY so I was totally shocked when I saw him enter camp (and straight into MC) on the day I was having my MC leave. He seems to be trying hard to avoid camp and get pengecualian but he still finished it in the end. I owe him EVERYTHING for borrowing me his phone !


Kal, the super nice, super harworking, super on-time guy in our company. He also carries our flag around everytime so it's thanks to him that our company has NEVER been involved in any flag-related demerits (save for ONE.CLOSE.CALL)

Zim, the only guy in my company who reads manga. Dreams of becoming a MANGAKA ! And he has a Galaxy Tab 0.0 (they won't take that away for the weekdays !) Eager to read his masterpiece ^.^


Pei Juan, Chao, Amanda, Shun, another group of friends ! We talk about different stuff. Well ANIME IS A MUST !


Jeya, Celes' friend. She's quite humorous and pretty ! Problem is she keeps mistaking me for COSMAX @.@


Tulasii, rational, calm and tolerant. She makes the perfect....forum member ? ok that didn't turn out right. BUT she can play the VEENA which totally looks like a oversized wooden perfume bottle ! which she also brought to camp =P (This camp loves MUSIC)


Xiang, my partner in class for my second module (Bringing Out the Best in OTHERS). We had to teach each other how to juggle but naturally I SU**ed...He did better, I think he does basketball too ! Go figure. We don't talk about much, but of course, we BOTH try hard to communicate


Solomon & Alvin, the once-again inseparable duo, they actually sleep next to each other so I guess that's natural...


Jimmy, another friend who is ALSO a musician. He's specialize in Percussion group which means drums etc. And once again HE LYKS ANIMEZZZ. Strange how ALL anime fans are in BRAVO while I'm in DELTA. Not to sound ungrateful and stuff but WHYYYYYYYYY....


Hani & Syaza, both pianist, both in DELTA ! Hani is my duet partner whenever we have a company performance that wants keyboard music. The thing is Hani hasn't touched the piano in 2 years so I thought it'd be fun to re-interest her. Syaza is more advance and she has sheets that I HAVE ! (I mean I've seen them, my teacher has them but I never play them). She even brought some sheets to camp to play around on the keyboard. 


Lyn, she's my duet partner for our final performance. And she's GRADE VIII *droolz* not to mention ANIMESSSSSSS (and yes, BRAVOOOOOOOOO.....just kill me). Met her when I "overheard" her play Again by YUI (OMG, high oh that time) and somehow, her constant play taught me (play by ear +1). We're still in touch right now (through facebook) and chatting almost everyday ! AWESOME ~


Nigel,  w.o.r.d.s.c.a.n.t.d.e.s.c.r.i.b.e.h.o.w.a.w.e.s.o.m.e.y.o.u.a.r.e.T.H.E.U.L.T.I.M.A.T.E.B.E.S.T.F.R.I.E.N.D.
d.e.a.r.n.i.g.e.l.i.f.y.o.u.e.v.e.r.r.e.a.d.t.h.i.s.i.j.u.s.t.w.a.n.n.a.s.a.y.s.o.r.r.y.f.o.r.d.o.u.b.t.i.n.g.y.o.u.a.n.d.
s.o.m.e.t.i.m.e.s.g.e.t.t.i.n.g.t.h.e.w.r.o.n.g.i.d.e.a.o.f.y.o.u.y.o.u.a.r.e.h.o.n.e.s.t.c.r.e.a.t.i.v.e.f.u.n.n.y.
c.o.u.r.a.g.e.o.u.s.a.n.d.s.m.a.r.t.y.o.u.h.a.v.e.e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.t.h.a.t.i.d.o.n.t.h.a.v.e.i.n.t.e.g.r.i.t.y.b.r.a.v.e.r.y.
b.r.a.i.n.s.s.i.n.g.i.n.g.v.o.i.c.e.L.O.L.s.o.r.r.y.f.o.r.m.i.s.t.r.e.a.t.i.n.g.y.o.u.a.n.d.t.h.a.n.k.y.o.u.f.o.r.
b.e.f.r.i.e.n.d.i.n.g.m.e....

~Well that's about all of them, I'll continue tomorrow. It's already pass my bedtime and my first day of Form 6 begins TOMORROW~

Eager and Sentimental,

TK

 

Many Times Before...

First of all, I'd like to wish you a BELATED Merry Christmas and Happy New Year (more or less belated also). Thank you for reading my blog even though I'm not sure if you REALLY read it because of all the colossal amount of unwanted words and other unrelated topics. I apologize if this is going to be another post filled with IQ-lowering contents. Can't blame me though, I have a low IQ too ! So without further a due.

Both images have credits in the image so I guess credit is not due from me ! LOL. I've got a bunch of treats for you readers today. I know I've been neglecting this blog (Blogs has feelings too y'know) recently (yeah right... For the last 2 years !) and now I've been chosen for my national service program (PLKN) so I'll be gone for another 3 months ! Talk about not giving me a break. I hardly had time to enjoy my holiday after SPM and now I have to go for a camp trip in Selangor (It just HAD to be that far =.=) Back to the main story, I've been busy whipping up something really awesome (in my opinion anyway) for you guys. ESPECIALLY if you're a KKHS student (especially especially for Form 5 graduates) because I've raked up quite a collection of photo albums that was given to me by the kind KKHS computer specialists Mr Charles and Miss Janice ! The links are all below so you guys can check it out later on !

Some of my friends might've known that I went to Australia for about a week after SPM to get myself into the holiday mood. But boy oh boy, I just CAN'T BELIEVE those extremely crazy prices over there. I feel even more guilty about spending money this time around compared to the time I went there when I was in Form 4 (I can't say LAST YEAR anymore because it's already 2012). Well it was better and more relaxed this time because we rented a car over there. I always sleep in the car. MUHAHAHA and this time I got WIFI ! Well I have to PAY for it. 'cuz we live in an apartment this time. 5 Australian dollars for 1GB of Internet so surf the web wisely...Me and my brother used up a total of 8GB that means 40 dollars worth of cash. 40 multipled by three-point-something equals to AT LEAST RM120 (wow I just counted this and am terrified at how much I actually spent !) I also bought a book called House Rules which is about a boy named Jacob with Asperger's Syndrome and how his family deals with a autistic boy. I'm not really in to it yet but I find it rather interesting, to see how an autistic boy would react. For example: He went crazy and blew a tantrum at the supermarket just because one of the employee there whom always gives Jacob free sample on every Saturday at 11.45am was on leave. Then later on (first person view) Jacob says that he is fully aware of every thing that happen, including him blowing a tantrum but he couldn't have helped it. It really makes me curious how their minds work. NO OFFENSE ! I'm just trying to expand my horizon !

I've read A FEW reviews of it before I started reading the book because well, it has about 600+ pages of tiny tiny words so I wanna know what I'm working with before I dive myself into a boring story ! Apparently, the author took Jacob's autistic characteristics too far ! LOL, but I guess that's what makes it interesting. Another book which I bought from Australia when I was in Form 4 is the Facebook Effect !

I think the review said this book is a bit bias because the author LOVES Facebook. Oh well, it's an interesting tale so I don't mind. It's all about how Mark Zuckerburg made Facebook from scratch. It's more or less just like the Social Network movie. I got this book when the trailer was out because I was just too lazy to watch it. This book = Social Network + More details - Crazy parties, drugs and sex ! That's about the whole summary. Haven't finished this book too ! But what I REALLY had my eyes on while in Australia was the GONE series.

It's about how one day everyone above 15 years old suddenly disappeared ! No it isn't going to rain candy. Instead, gangs start forming and bla bla bla conflict (If you've read the Hunger Games, this MIGHT be somewhat a delightful dessert to compliment your main course) I saw this book TWICE in two different book stores. I became really interested on the last day but the book store I went to was OUT OF STOCK ! NOOOOO !!! And we've already returned our rented car so OH WELL =( No mysterious teenager novel for me. I'm actually qutie ok with this because the book spanned sequelS and it's not complete yet so I'd rather wait for it to be complete first...

Enough of my bookworm-ish habits. Now I wanna talk about weird stuff I see in the streets of Australia everyday (more specifically, Perth). There are street performers (NOT HOBOs) everyday, and it's even considered a profession ! A guy playing with a crystal orb, a girl that gives free hugs, a long horn pipe blower, an asian playing his er hu etc ! More importantly sadly, there were a few beggars on the few days that I visited the place. It's always the same thing. Teenagers sitting at the kaki lima with a cardboard that has a few words written on it. I only got a quick look at one of the teen's cardboard. It went something like :

I'm 17 and homeless and hungry. If you could, please spare some money for me. Thank You + Merry Christmas.

I felt sorry for the guy since he's only like 17 ! But he seemed to have some pretty trendy clothes and an "awesome" hair style so maybe something happened between him and his family (I'm still curious about where he got the cardboard and marker though. It seems like EVERY "homeless" has no problem finding one). The REALLY Awkward part was that he was one or two shops away from the long pipe blower guy. He's been blowing that thing for about 2 hours and he hardly got any money (It's safe to leave the case on the floor for donations because Australians know better than to steal ! Lol ) but the homeless boy was getting money constantly from passers by. Me and my bro each donated our money to 1 person that we thought deserved it (it really wasn't much. Seeing the insane currency over there). He gave his money to a guitarist/vocalist who had a pretty good voice. I gave mine to 2 girls who were doing violins. They had a card that said all donations were going to charity so I guess that would be worth it.

By the way, my dad is seriously PURE EVIL ! We were walking on the streets when we noticed a girl who has walking difficulties (she using poles). I tried to avoid to sad sight (no, not because I didn't care. It's because I can't stand sad stuff) but my dad made a remark that the girl should be a zombie in Walking Dead (how offensive =.=) because of her posture when walking. Of course, the joke was ON him because he didn't say Walking Dead. He said Walking Die =.= It's still remembered till this day. Like seriously, last week my dad was asleep upstairs so me, my bro and mom went to fix up some instant spaghetti (Compliments of Abby and Nick for my Brother !) and we just couldn't help talking about Walking DIE ! We laughed, we're evil too. He also told us that he would give the poor homeless boy money if either me and my bro went to take a photo with him.... If that isn't inhuman then I don't know what is...

Travel back in time and we'll arrive at the final days of High School. About a fortnight before graduation, absence in class was already on the rise ! Everyone was thinking that it'd be much more convenient, effective and comfortable to study at home....or at least at the library. I still kept my perfect attendence (well it was already IMperfect but I had to mantain it somehow) cuz I enjoyed school ESPECIALLY when NO TEACHERS COME INTO CLASS ! I dunno why but it was free period EVERYDAY. Charies even brought her phone and earphones to school for one day. I moved to Crystel's row because EVERYDAY either Crys, Charis or Jeag Man won't come so there's always an empty seat. Now if you're asking about determination about the up-coming(ed) SPM examination, I could tell you that I was very laid back about everything. I was still falling asleep in class and chatting with Charis and Crys ! I was trying to treasure my final days in high school which was sooo ***** hard because SPM comes RIGHT after graduation... Well, at least our class was quiet. Graduation was pretty exciting. Cameras were flashing everywhere around the room and everyone was smiling (but only for the lasting impression. I don't think they'd really wanna smile on such a sentimental day)... I'll let most of the pictures do the talking this time. Since I'll be leaving very soon in a few hours. I don't really have much time to write !

SPM was really anti-stress for me. Either that, or I already unknowingly had a mental breakdown. But it was really funny (or amusing) to see everyone trying to cram for the final few minutes of the exam... While I just stood there grinning or giggling. Thanks Aud ! You've made my SPM less scrary ! But just because I'm smiling and not stressing my hair off about it doesn't mean I'm already ready (hypocrite much ?) It just means that, well, it's funny ! At least it IS better than stressing. Honestly, 1 month ago, I was thinking of scary stuff during SPM... Such as:

1. Deactivation of Facebook Account (thanks to someone else's idea)
2. 24/7 NO LAPTOP ! (Well, except for weekends I guess)
3. Tuition non-Stop !
4. No more piano lessons for the month
5. I won't have time to socialize much anymore
6. No more entertainment or FUN :(

Oh and on Sunday night I told MOm I needed my IC and she was all shocked and said "WHAT ! *heart attack* Your IC is at the safe over at the bank" *BANGS HEAD* well not really, my face was acting neutral 'cuz I was ALSO having a seizure/heart attack but I wouldn't wanna show it 'cuz PANIC IS NOT THE KEY... Thank goodness mom found it in our safe at home, she also found a note that the last time we brought it back from the bank was when we came back from our vacation last year. Apparently, thanks to my SPM excuse, we didn't really travel anywhere. Once again, this IS an excuse, I really hate traveling because years I'm already a couch potato (TV Tangerine LOL) so I just said that I'd want to concentrate on SPM. They can go without me but mom insisted that we go together as family... LOL

And guess what ? I almost lost my IC TWICE ! First time was in school after my Sejarah papers and the second time was at the library. Twice on the same week... I'm devestated and it's making me over-protective ! I usually pack on Jeag Man's table after the final paper of the day but I guess I was too drunk with despair that I left my IC on her table. Normally I would just backtrack and found it on her table later on since I stayed in school with Vyon to practice our Maths that day but it wasn't there so I had to pray for Jeag Man to say "Tam Kang, I got your IC ah" which was really what happened. Thank GOD ! Another time was on Friday (there's no SPM on Fridays) in the library. I've made sure that all of my books were WELL STACKED and ORGANIZED before heading out to the nearby restaurant for lunch. I took with me my IC (which I kept in my pencil case) because it's important ? and my "locker" card (there's really no point though, I already emptied my bag. If you wanna steal stuff from my bag, it's ALL on the table, arranged and ready for you LOL) but by the time I came back I couldn't find it anymore. I thought that the last possible place it would be with was with my mom because she told me I should give her my IC because well, I'm not trustworthy ? I slipped it in on the ride to the restaurant but I FORGOT !? When I went home at about 7, I asked my mom whether she took my IC and she was like "NOOOO.....what ? you lost your IC again ? Quickly show it to me" Gosh, I had to create multiple distractions to keep her mind off my IC until I get home where I can do a proper search (and IT WORKED !) I was like "here's the change from lunch" "oh it's not in my pocket ? Then it must be in my pencil case" "Did you know I studied Moral today ?" a lots of junk. As soon as I got home, I searched EVERYWHERE ! But searching everywhere was hard when your mom was right downstairs talking to your grandparents ! After praying and freakin' out (I swallowed my dinner in a few minutes) about this, I went back to my mom's purse. The first time I checked it, I only check the wallet in the purse but this time I went through the WHOLE thing and I FOUND IT. Then I proceeded to lecture mom for giving me the heart attack of my life. !

OK I'm just MINUTES away from leaving to the airport and obviously there ISN'T enough time for me to talk about EVERYTHING I wanna talk about. So I'll leave you guys with all the photos I've collected (and stole) this year. Hope you guys honour the gift of sharing and please credit before you use them. LOL ! I'll be back in 3 months time ! Buh Bye Peeps !

Note: The password to every photo album is tamkang


School Concert Rehersal Album 1

School Concert Rehersal Album 2

School Concert Album 1

School Concert Album 2

School Concert Album 3

KKHS Education Expo Album 1

KKHS Education Expo Album 2

Karnial Kokum Album 1

Karnival Kokum Album 2

Family Day Album

Powerpoint Competition Album

Tanglung Festival Album 1

Tanglung Festival Album 2

Wushu in 1M1S Album

Wushu Student Visit Program Album

Concert Days Album

Studying in Library Album

11.11.11 Convo Album (My Camera)

School Concert Album 1

School Concert Album 2

School Concert Album 3

Presents from my 17th Birthday Album

Official 11.11.11 Convo Album 1

Official 11.11.11 Convo Album 2

Official 11.11.11 Convo Album 3

Class and Kokum Photos Album