I LIVE AGAIN.........again

INCOMING WALL OF TEXT.. BEWARE !

I'm back guys ;-) From being urusetia at my school's Kem Perdana (full name too lazy to remember) last weekend. It was fun AND funny ! Had a lot of fun even though some bad things did happen and we were all tired DEAD. Sadly, no photos were taken since no electrical devices were allowed even for us urusetias D= Let's REWIND a bit shall we ?

Friday

Went to school with ALL my luggage. 1 backpack, 1 hand carry and 1 bucket filled with a blanket and pillow. Yes I'm a laughing stock walking around like that. Thank goodness no one laughed or even giggled, I saw other kids walking around with those stuff too so I felt comforted but then I freaked out about how everyone's stuff is WAYYYY less than mine. Went to class and dropped everything to rush to dewan to help with Chair Arrangements. OMG It was soooo tiring, I was practically a chunk of melting ice cube. Then when we FINALLY got to enjoy the show, I had to be called ALL the way to the kantin to arrange MORE chairs for the teacher's luncheon. UGHHHH well I don't really mind. Until they told us WE had to take chairs from our OWN classrooms and CARRY them ALL the WAY DOWN. Many thanks to Kantin B for belanja-ing us free drinks ^.^

We went back after all that drama and finally got to enjoy the show in peace. It was ok lah, but the whole school were talking ALL THE TIME so I can't really hear what the MC is saying at all. But I think they did an OK job lah, 'cuz their faces like very relaxed. The show ended at around 11 so I went to find Aud and Siaw (other urusetias) at the kantin. Quickly changed into my PJ (still used to calling it PT from camp) and gathered at our newly ROOFED basketball court. Teachers started going CRAZY asking questions that no one knew the answer to like "where is the registration teacher ?" Yea, it was a mess and we didn't know what to do since our Teacher in Charge weren't here. The teacherS were ALL so impatient even though all they're doing is shouting and asking useless questions and NOT helping sort things out. You know teacher, if you keep whining about delays, you'll be delayed as well =P

I've been assigned as AJK Makanan with Aud, Ah Tai, Jeck and others (Siaw got AJK Pendaftaran D= ) Obviously, our job is to take care of catering and preparing hot water (This sounds ridiculous. But it almost killed us). So our first assignment was to boil water in a HUGEEEEEE tub (took a few buckets to fill) and cook it under a tiny fire. CHALLANGE ACCEPTED ! Problem Statement : TOO SLOW B1**HES ! So our plan was hot water is used to make delicious MILO but it was too slow and some students need normal water soon (for Tea Break) so half (we're all called AJK Serbaguna now 'cuz of the earlier mess. The other half were setting up tents) of the AJKs had to take turns taking a huge tank to the IT building to get fresh DIAMOND water from the teacher's water tank (Oh teacher Claire, thank you for letting us take your hard-earned water *sarcasm*) By break time, the water was STILL boiling so no drinks =( and then NOT ENOUGH BREAD (WTF) poor students owh ! Well we got more later on but you still get the idea of how devastating it feels to wait in a long line only for the food to run out just before your turn. Kinda spoils your mood completely doesn't it ?

Dinner was a lot better since we had drinks and food made by the kantin ! All we had to do was serve them to the students. And by serve, I mean restrict them from taking too much XD Poor students (and urusetia) could only have 1 piece of TINY TINY TINY piece of meat. Same goes for urusetia but I guess we're a little luckier since we only eat after all the students are fed. So if there's extra, you can take more (of course, what if they're none left.....) And there were COLD DRINKS (half cup for students XD) 2nd round was unrestricted though (since I had to eat too XD) Skip to 11pm. We were waiting in the kantin for the students to come back for supper (they were at a ceramah in the dewan) and we all got high by chatting for almost a whole hour doing nothing (and it was raining so it was nice and cold) I'd rather avoid the talking that we were talking about but it was fun although I think it was a little bit harsh but that's what got us high (Pwahahaha). Oh yeah in case you didn't know. WE refer to:

• Me =D
• Aud
• Siaw
• Ellen
• Ai San
• Belinda
• Jeck

Yes ! Belinda and Jeck are new students =D And we're friends already thanks to this camp. It served it's purpose by MAKING me talk to someone new and step out of my comfort zone. Sadly, they're both girls. I still need more guy friends since my last count was like what ? 1 ? Yep, definat need moar of thoze !

Saturday

We had to wake up at friggin 4.00 (well, the schedule said 4.30) in the morning ! And we only got to sleep at like 12 midnight. Much tougher than PLKN XD Then we had to do morning exercise. I'm sure everyone was shocked when they heard the urusetia had to exercise too XD After that, it was time for breakfast then latihan lasak (Teacher actually mispronounced it as LAKSA !) Since we only had 2 male urusetia, I was almost left alone without a station so I went with Ai San to go teacher hunting (asking for their signature/kehadiran). We ran alllll around the school like ROUNDS ROUNDS AND ROUNDS. (well at least I didn't have to carry umbrellas and chairs for teachers =P) After morning tea was Treasure Hunt, I asked the teacher to let me slide from this one 'cuz my rashes were acting UP UP UP ! again D= So I stayed with Michelle to clean up the canteen (The teacher for kebersihan was really unhappy with the dirty kantin) and take a quick shower (<3 Urusetia Privilages). Then I was BORED so I went to help Siaw at her station since she was alone (she was in the kantin so it was convenient). The students had to find a piece of color paper corresponding to their team color somewhere around the kantin but first they have to pass a test given by Siaw. She chose to make them do the Chicken Dance. OMG Brings back memories from camp T.T

After wasting a whole morning (YES ! It was JUST a morning....), Cikgu Zahirah told me go get the rope (from one of the obstacle course) for the Sukaneka later on (which means TUG O WAR, kids). DOOR WAS LOCKED =.= So me, Tiong and Gooi (PA students) had to jump across the fence to get the rope which was tied TIGHT to a pole. Thank goodness Gooi could push the rope out but I somehow hurt myself. A tiny wooden splinter pierced my poor palm when I was holding a stick to hike up the hill to get the rope. Audrey had to bring me to the IT office where she and Teacher Claire proceeded to remove the splinter BY MEANS OF INFLICTING MOAR PAIN D= Claire was like "Oh this is so fun. I get to have fun while inflicting pain onto someone else" Or something like that. Well, I just kept my eyes closed. I'm a very cautious person, so I prepared myself for a worse case scenario. Wouldn't want some sudden pain to trigger and my involuntary muscles make me go out of control and something even worse happen. Like.... BEING STABBED BY FORCEPS ! Then me and Aud had a little solo tug o war game, who would win ? We both had handicaps (my cacat palm and her swollen toe, from wearing her shoes for too long). Yay I WON =D (i think ? 0.0 )

Nothing much happened after that. I'd rather SKIP the actual Tug O War part because, well, I might actually be sued and expelled if I wrote it out for the whole world to see. And by night time, I was already sleepy and dead. Seriously, I'm really curious how the students could keep themselves so full of energy (they were practically doing exercise and running around the school the whole day) while WE (the urusetia) are almost dead. Maybe (VERY LIKELY) it's because they were always busy with the programs while we weren't so occupied (our schedule was quite flexible). I mean I'd definitely fall asleep if you just ask to sit down and watch some students talking and walking around for 2 hours. Anyways, they were having their Malam Kebudayaan (Tema ? Surprise surprise, 1 Malaysia....WHY am i not surprise ?) where every Unit Beruniform had to perform and they only had 2 hours or so to prepare. Obviously, I wasn't gonna sit there and watch them do it for 2 whole hours (and then wasting another hour watching them perform it out). Naturally I fell asleep....in the most awkward way possible. Everyone (half of the urusetia body) was upstairs (in the dewan) sleeping in secret (although it was sibeh obvious =.=) but I couldn't take the HEAT (much hotter then my tent even during day time) so I went back down and slept on a couple of chairs. Yes I was doing a free show for everyone to see my adorable sleeping face =3 All the teachers saw me too. Cikgu Neoh even made fun of me T.T (sarcastically) Thank God Audrey was next to me to wake me up when it was time to go back to prepare for supper. Or I would've been stuck there all night XD

Sunday

Didn't wanna wake up because my energy levels were TOO low ! But it was good to know that Sunday was the last day and I could finally go home in the afternoon. There was a Breakfast Preparing Contest in the morning and the food everyone had to make was Sardine Sandwich. Every urusetia was SELF-assigned to a badan beruniform. Me (WAS BEING SARCASTIC WTF) and Siaw rushed towards BSMM and that TICKED Aud off D= Then she went to help Pandu Puteri and I was all sad and stuff and she was like "Shut Up" and "Whatever" AND (*&(&%_)^^%_&^*&OT&TPY*&E*^&^)($^*HU%%%_&^$%^*&F*&$@^)*YP)*(*(*+8

FINAL MISSION: Take care of Albright ! I lost...oh but I manage to make him cry... I'm evil and I know it =( Well at least Aud was there so remedy the situation.....SLIGHTLY....the enemy kept targeting me D= Oh well, can't blame him for being so damn popular ;-) I had to babysit him for almost 2 hours. He even told me to bring him to the toilet and help him take his pants off (Those troublesome buttons gave me problems too when I was little). SO I DID IT......like a BOSS ! Lotsa stuff happened but I was SUPER GLAD that it was all over (poor students had a stand in marching formation for 3 hours+ ) Not so fast, whipper snappers ! We still had to serve LUNCH. Well at least most of the camp already went home so there were PLENTY of extras for US =D And it's CURRY CHICKEN <3 (Finally something EDIBLE !) Bro came to pick me up and we went home together happily ever after !

CONCLUSION ?

'nuff said =D

Monday

Aud and Siaw came over to my place to "do homework" KONON. Hah, as if that'll ever happen. Siaw brought her nail polish set (no, I'm not interested) so YEAH, we were never planning on doing our homework in the first place... I mean are you kidding me ? We just spent 3 days living in school and you want us to start our homework already (FYI, my poor blanket STILL smells like my tent). We ordered McD delivery for lunch and then everything became a blur (well, for me at least) Only Aud knew what happen =P Hah good luck making her tell YOU !

Tuesday

Today was ShnWei's (i keep forgetting to link you XD) turn to come to my place. Well she actually came to practice our duet for Music Fes which is like THIS FRIGGIN' SATURDAY (she thought it was Fri) and we're still making mistakes at least twice per playthrough. HELP ME T.T We're gonna lose again. No, I'm not blaming you, I made msitakes too, kay ? And apparently I've developed piano-phobia because of non-stop piano-ing from 12 till 5 playing THE SAME ******* SONG AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. Why couldn't we play something "funner" like Stupid Liar duet or something.

Wednesday

Happy Kaamatan ! I didn't know today was a public holiday until my mom told me this morning. ShnWei was suppose to come over everyday to practice but she said she'd like to be excused since it's a public holiday. Went to Popular at CityMall to do some FINAL back-to-school shopping (this is like the THIRD time). THIS TIMEEEEE I had to get notebooks for notes. I wanted to get some files too but I reminded myself not to waste money and just use those old ones from SPM since MOST of our teachers never gave us any specifications for our files except PA. Then I went to see the Pre-U Ref Book Section.

Maths T and Chemistry New Modular System Reference Books. Sadly (?) It's not Longman, it's Pelangi. Each priced around RM30.

Contents for Maths T

Physics Matriculation Ref Book. By Zainal Abidin. Priced around RM40 !

I also bought a stack of Examination Sheet for my PA assignment since using the school's Kertas Kajang wouldn't look good when you put it into the PA file. I also got 5 Notebooks for notes in class. I got the cheapest one which costed RM1.60 each. 0.20 cheaper than the general ones.

I was like standing there at the Ref Book section for almost 30 min ++ while looking at the books, taking photos and sms-ing Aud 'cuz I couldn't decide whether to buy the book or not. I was VERY unsure about the book's content and quality and whether I'd be wasting my money now when a better book would be published tomorrow. The words "New Modular System" sounded fishy and I didn't really trust it thanks to Cikgu Bestah =.= So I placed them all back NICELY and proceeded to the counter to pay. Then I saw they had a bunch of ref books on the display shelf behind the counter just like the Chem and Maths T one, THEY HAVE PHYSICS ! I doubted a little but bought it in the end 'cuz mom was nagging me with "it's not about the money money money. it's about your studies studies studies" for the past hour. Honestly, Physics students (were suppose to buy their old ref books) are harder to find since the Science Stream class already got split in half. But Chemistry was compulsory so it was easier to hunt for those books down.

As a matter of fact, Abby told me Melia was selling her old ref books and I JUST HAD TO GRAB HER PHYSICAL CHEM BOOK. It was priced at RM5 SUPAH CHEAP NEDITNOW ! And Teacher Kong said she already pre-ordered Math T books for us (not sure if it's the Pelangi one) so I didn't buy that one too.

Additional notes handwritten with love <3

After that, we went to Tony Moly for their grand opening. Abby was working there part time for 2 days. Mom actually bought SOMETHING ! Eyeliner (i think) and some anti-aging moisturizer cream thingy. And my bro had his nails polished. Different color on different fingers. Ugh what is wrong with NAIL POLISH nowadays !!! Almost got my pinky polished, thank goodness I snapped out of it in time XD

And that's how my week pretty much went ! Here's some other stuff I bought over the past few weeks from Popular. I felt that I had to show them off since I've been to that place for like 3 TIMES !

The pencil case that me, Abby and Siaw found that day. The design was nice and it was cheap. Only RM8 or 9 ! The keychain was given to me by Wei Hwa from Kem. He bought it at Port Dickson when the kem brought those who didn't go home for CNY to Port D to have some fun. Thanks Wei Hwa <3 

This notebook was NOT cheap. It costed around RM6 but at least the cover and design was nice. And it's already wrapped so it won't get dirty or torn THAT easily. I only write IMPORTANT stuff in here because well...it's EXPENSIVE. Treasure those important to you =D

I <3 GREEN (and Blue). I just felt a little kiddy and HAD to get an additional color. Blue and Black all day is so boring and I thought I could spice up a little of my notes with an extra green pen around. THIS BABY is VERY expensive. Almost RM3 just for one pen. ShnWei said she got addicted before with the pens and got a huge bunch of 'em for RM40.

On a side note, I'm not sure how many of you know about this, but I lost my 4GB pendrive near the end of the year last year (you all know I love collecting data and intel) so now I'm stuck with a 5 year old 1GB pendrive.......UNTIL LAST NIGHT. I <3 YOU MOM ! Yay, now I got a super slick, super tiny, super easy-to-lose 16 GB Kingston Pendrive (my mom calls it Thumbdrive) I will take "good good" care of this =3

Special Request by Aud ! (special thanks to my awesome bro for modelling !)

I hope this will suffice. Well it's Thursday morning 3.16am. Time to go to bed or else no one's gonna open the gate for ShnWei tomorrow morning XD Good nite peeps =D Oh and before I forget. Special Shout out to my Penguin Keychain Friend ! 

This blog post was ended while listening to BEFORE IT EXPLODES - CHARICE

Sleepy but Don't wanna Sleep,

TK

Guys can be Bi*c*es TOO, y'know !

Yes, in fact I'm one of them. The one to blame for all this shinanigans (wait, is that how you spell it ? In fact, I'm a pretty awesome........JERK.

Jerks are selfish, manipulative bastards who see women as little more then sexual conquests to brag about to their buddies or mere objects that are there for their personal pleasure. As to ensure the post-sex breakup will be in their favor, Jerks often play the "sensative guy" early on so the girl will make most of the moves on HIM, and after he's done with her and dumps her for some other girl just like her, he can make it look like she's at fault for coming on too strong, and consequently she'll take him back if he chooses to return for seconds.

This was taken from Urban Dictionary since it was the first result I got when I google-d "What defines a jerk"

Let's see "jerks are selfish" Well I AM selfish. I don't like it when people borrow my stuff, especially people whom I'm not familiar with or I think will lose said items. I really can't see how some people can borrow their stuff to me when I ask them even though maybe we just met for the first time. Like how Wayney actually borrowed me and taught me how to shave back in camp ! Most people (including the girls when I asked for opinions) would just be like "Ewww gross ! Dude, it's unhygienic lah !" Yes I think it's not encouraged to share shavers with someone else but I told him my issue and he was like "Oh stop by at my dorm later. I'll teach you AND borrow you my shaver"....Thanks Wayney =') Sorry I didn't get to repay the favor BECAUSE I'M SELFISH...

"manipulative bastards who see women as little more then sexual conquests to brag about to their buddies or mere objects that are there for their personal pleasure." Well I LOVE TO MANIPULATE people. Yes I'm actually a manipulative Bas***d. I'm "gila kuasa" all this time. Did you happen to catch me manipulating people ? Well I DID. That's why I was spending so much in the library =P YES THIS LITTLE ***** got his ****ING HANDS DIRTY... And yes, I feel a sense of accomplishment and self-satisfaction when something bad happened to SOME of my friends if they've done something bad to me. Something bad RANGES from even saying SOMETHING WRONG (like insulting/joking with me in our conversation). Yes I'm a sensitive little ***** as well. Yes I'm also evil... Me and my friend argue about something. I doesn't think my opinion is true. Some higher authority corrects him and says I'm correct. And I can already feel the ego rushing through me. Yes I'm THAT evil.

" As to ensure the post-sex breakup will be in their favor, Jerks often play the "sensative guy" early on so the girl will make most of the moves on HIM, and after he's done with her and dumps her for some other girl just like her, he can make it look like she's at fault for coming on too strong, and consequently she'll take him back if he chooses to return for seconds." Well....I'd rather not talk about this. When I think of this, I feel too guilty and sick of myself....

Additional Bad Stuff About Me:

I'm a BIG FAT LIAR. Yes I lie. ALL THE TIME. How do you know I'm not lying ? Well, am I lying now ?

I'm also NOT SMART A.K.A STUPID/TOOPID...Yes my grades aren't even that good. I keep making the excuse about not being smart enough/or being unable to cram more info into my puny GOD brain but other people seem to have NO PROBLEM with scoring high. Like I said, I'm one of the few who don't really stand with the rest in terms of brains ! I'm pretty sure Science Stream Form 6 is for people with AT LEAST 6As. I got 4...KILL ME. I really DO wonder. What am I trying to proof ? I don't even have a proper ambition (maybe it's because of my anti-stereotypical views). "Because my mom told me so. She forced me" is what I tell everyone even the teachers when they asked me why I came to Form 6. I wonder what would've happened if I joined Commerce instead when I was in Form 4 since you can take ICT that way (well for my year anyway). Would I be in a DIFFERENT school now ? One that offers ICT ? I'm in such a blur now ? Why can't I make up my mind about my ambition ? Well that brings us to the next point...

I'm UN-INDEPENDENT ! Yes of course, I'm not. I'm such a cry baby who always gets sick because of my terrible health. I drag people down with me when I'm sick. Like how mom has to pay around A THOUSAND just to get the root canal operation going, which removed the nerves in my tooth so yes. I'm guilty for making my mom waste RM1000 to make my tooth not feeling anything. And I made my parents (once again) fly allll the way from Sabah to Selangor just to see me for ONE DAMN AFTERNOON... I'm hopeless aren't I ? 

I'm a WHINY *****....Oh yes I am. Even Aud said I'm whiny. No I'm not mad at you or anything for saying. I trust you enough to know it's true. And yes I WHINE a lot I complain A LOT and talk bad about others behind them. And I like to make sarcastic jokes at people who are talking. Mostly during lectures and stuff... I whine about the slightest things that goes wrong with my "plan" or anything and I tend to think LOWLY of others when they fail to execute my idea/plan which was ARROGANTLY planned for the utmost perfection.

I could go on. But bashing myself is hard work ! In fact this could become a 2000 word essay but it's getting late and I don't wanna put myself in a condition worse than I should. My point is....I SUCK....

Filled with Anguish,

TK

It's all the RAGE now. Yakah ?

Ok, so apparently me saying "yakah" unconsciously became a trend and EVERYONE is saying it....as a mean of annoying me 0.0 But I treat it more like "You Don't Say =D"....Which is kinda troll-y i guess. Back to the topic, I'm really sowi (my trademark apology) for not updating my blog for quite a while even though I'm walking here and there all there without a single care in the world. I'll list down my ummm....activities for these past few days !

Friday

We had sukaneka in school, I was being a coward and all so I didn't join. They were playing Bola Baling and Tarik Tali but I only signed up for the Tarik Tali since I kinda have ball phobia/trauma from primary school (no, I didn't get hit in the face by one). Was instead cheering on the sidelines with Siaw for our team but we lost in the first round D=. Then we cheered for Audrey's Team.....They lost in the first round. OMG I'm starting to think I'm jinxed !

Audrey's Team ! I SUPPORT YOU !!!

Some drama happened with them losing and I was afraid Aud was kinda unstable but things went on pretty well. A funny thing is that we thought Kumpulan 1 (The doctors and scientist team) would be pathetic at sports since they're brainiacs. OH did we get TROLLED.... They made it to the semi finals...I'll be quiet now =3

Then I got a sudden call on Thurs night from my driving tutor, Mr Chin. He said he wanted to bring me driving then maybe QTI (ujian percubaan) on Sat or Sun. I didn't have much choice but to say OK but I found it very weird 'cuz I already filled out my 8 hours. Manatau he gave me 3 extra hours for free that whole afternoon. Yes I am happy for his generousity but then I felt kinda hurt 'cuz it means that I wasn't ready yet. Kent didn't need the extra hours 'cuz he's already fine T.T

Had to skip Youth to do LAUNDRY...YES LAUNDRY ! My worse enemy. It came back from PLKN to haunt me T.T

Saturday

So I'm taking my QTI test today morning. Why am I not surprised ? 'Cuz I need to go for church on Sunday ? Nahhhh.... Went with Kent and I was SUPER NERVOUS....The really mean and impatient pegawai did NOT help ! Kent went up the hill first. He failed, I saw his front tyre haven't reach the yellow lines. Then he told me to get into the car. I passed the "bukit" test so he told me to drive to the Parallel Parking spot where I proceeded to humiliate myself D= I parked nicely then he told me to keluar. Yes I actually thought he wanted me to come out of the car when it's still parked inside the parking area. Well not really... I tried to adjust my car so I can come out more easily later but he misunderstood and yelled like "(In BM) Which direction are you turning the steering oh !" So I panicked and thought he want me to get out of the car (yes, I'm deaf and my brain is slow at interpreting info) so I free gear-ed and hand break up and was ready to get out when he was like "Do you expect to leave the car like that ?" So I quickly (desperately) tried to drive the car out but then MATI ENJIN !! (and suddenly he got a phone call so he ignore me). I tried again and it MATI again. After like the 3rd time I on the engine, I found out my hand brake still UP 'cuz I was too RUSHING ! URGHHHHHHHHH....Then he told me to get out of the car after I was done (Yes I failed =( ) Kent did the 3 Penjuru and the pegawai didn't ask me to do it. Instead just drive STRAIGHT to Route A. I think I did OK. But I only got 17/20 (minimum 16 to pass). T.T Oh yeah ! I also met Maddie at ADC before taking my test. She was going for bengkel and is leaving for Ipoh next month.

I know I look UGLY but I got no other pose...

After that, me and Kent rushed home to wait for Char to fetch us for a MOVIE at SURIA =D I ran upstairs, borrowed my bro my phone ('cuz he asked for it) and took a VERY quick shower. Put everything back on and went into her car (she just arrived). I FORGOT MY PHONE ! Oh well. Went to meet up with the others and bought the tickets for DARK SHADOWS !

Char with all the tickets. TEN of them.

When we bought the tickets, the counter asked if we're all 18. Aud said yes. I was kinda shocked they ACTUALLY asked for our age. I thought they were exaggerating but then IT REALLY WAS FOR 18 ABOVE ! AHHH SEX SCENE....Between a vampire and a witch. It's eff-ed up ! I mean they were FLYING (literally) all across the room while they make out ! After they were done, the room was ruined....

Done with the movie, we moved on to UpperStar for LUNCH =D This is when things started to go REALLY messed up ! One of the wallpaper on the wall that me and Aud were facing was the portrait of what-Aud-claims-to-be the Creation of Adam. Google it at your own risk ! We REALLY couldn't eat while staring at that everytime our faces looked up so we had to switch with Huang and Kent...

Me messing with Aud's phone !

I had PIZZA =D and EVERYONE wanted to take a shot of me eating the first bite....I'll upload the picture once I get it from ONE of them.... Huang, Aud, Kent and I think even Char has the pic. GAWD I'm popular ! I was getting really full (also because EVERYONE was eating faster than me) so I had to gulp down THREE slices of pizza at once. But the interesting part is the MESSED UP CONVERSATIONS that I was having with Aud. We were laughing every 3 minutes, I can barely keep my food down ! (All while her aunt is sitting at the next table)

Please try to imagine there's a HUGE PICTURE of a naked man behind me !

Click here for a short video recorded by Yolanda (yes, that means you'll have to either be her friend or my friend to view it.) You can see a short scene where me and Aud BURST into laughter !

Oh here's a FINE example of what we were laughing at. Credit goes to Aud for posting it:

*Huang looks at the naked guy in the portrait*

Huang: Yer why so small one?

Audrey: Omg I think I just ovulated.

Charies: Why? Because of the picture?

Hong2 & Huang: -stifles and laughs-

Everyone: -laughs non stop-

Kent: What the?

Then while window shopping, we saw Lim Khiam Lun shopping with his WAIFU =D We we shocked. Seriously, we just stood there as he waved at us and passed by. I think that's what Aud calls an Awkward Wave, now I know =D THEN WE WENT FOR KARAOKE... The REAL one took up 3 hours so we just went to the ciplak punya at the arcade. I paid RM5, Aud paid RM5 and we sang 10 songs (well we shared.) There were 9 people (Aliza went home already) SHOVING into a single karaoke booth built SPECIFICALLY for 2 people. When we off the lights to sing in peace, the air con would auto-off itself...FUUUUUUUU.... FURTHERMORE, one of the two mic BROKEN ADY. I just hold it most of the time to SS when others are singing. I sang You Belong With Me, Take a Bow and of course, my personal karaoke fav, Born This Way ! Before I went home, I managed to bump into Daniel, my 1 year senior. He's actually in Maktab Perguruan studying English as a Second Language. Wow I never knew =P

Sunday

Went to church in the morning. I found out my holiday alarm shift is OVER. I can now hear the alarm LOUD and CLEAR and stay awake without having to off the alarm and jump back into bed....and pass out again. After that Abby's family brought me and my bro for lunch. We had SANG NYUK MIAN... *goosebumpz*  then went to Abby's house for Leong Fun <3 Abby taught me how to use eBay (lol, pengaruh rakan sebaya !!!) using her iPad. Then suddenly Siaw pm-ed her on FB saying she wants to go out so she asked her dad and WE WENT OUT !

SS at Abby's House. Actually I was just bored so I tested out my Cam360 app.

We were like so blur after we fetch Siaw. We DIDN'T KNOW WHERE TO GO !? After thinking in a still car for 10 or so minutes. We finally decided to go to CityMall where Abby freaked out because of the underground parking slope... We did a little window shopping (mostly girly stuff =P ) then we went to Popular to get some stationaries for the new School Year (well for Form 6 anyways !). Abby got some colorful pens, Siaw got....tape.....and some color paper, I got a new pencil case and a transparent file. I don't wanna gloat or anything. I'm afraid people in class say "Aiya, you're the worse student in the class but you still waste your parents punya money to buy all these new stuff. Like to show off saja". Well that's the kind of misunderstanding that I'd like to avoid. Since I really DID try hard to find the design that I like (Abby and Siaw helped) and I got the (almost) CHEAPEST pencil case available. 

Searching hard and wide to find the perfect pencil case !

Then we headed over to other random places like Bata. Saw Yong Xing Didi selling online games at a kiosk. He's doing part time and I also saw Lee Wei Kit also working at some other place but I didn't know where. He disappeared too fast (If I got to know him better, I'd call him Kit Kit/Kit Kat). Abby went to Giant while I chat with Yong Xing and they came out with 2 rows of Yakult. Apparently, Abby wanna sell them at school because the weather is hot LOL. Oh well, I want one too ! We bought ice cream from another kiosk then sat down on the public free bench to enjoy the treat where we noticed there's ANOTHER new kiosk that ALSO sells ice cream. It's called Moo (or something like that). We were all staring at it like we're some orang miskin whose eating cheap ice cream while staring at other families buying good quality ice cream for their kids !

Then we went home. HOHOHO SLOPE OF DOOM ! We were like so high in the car that Abby almost mati enjin ! (Yes we were very HIGH). After that, me and my bro and Siaw followed Abby's family to bukit padang for mountain hiking (because it's good for your health). Long legs FINALLY became useful, I could one-step everything while some people had to use their hands etc. Thank God =D Super tired after reaching the top, Siaw was suffering the most. She looked like she was almost dying D= After we were near the car park area again, we got enjoy a special show !

  Biker Gangs ! (well not the violent kind XD) It was awesome. The bikes were like flying around the place. So many pros !!

On my way down, I ACTUALLY FELL DOWN. Oh my aching butt....Actually, it would make my day if you would "strategically place your lips on my posterior and KISS it repeatedly" LOLOLOL

Top of the Hill !!!

See anything special about this picture ?

How 'bout now ?

And that brings us back to now. Me, sitting on my favourite wheel chair, blogging like a pig in my very first personal laptop that I don't need to share with any siblings. Life is good, huh ? I hope tomorrow turns out OK =D

Bewildered,

TK

Brink of Delusion...

Today is like what ? Day 5 of Form 6 ? Felt like an eternity already... I'm not whining that I hate this orientation (I just think it's unnecessary) but I don't want class to ever start. I mean the subject briefings scared the **** out of me. I'm just really pessi right now. Frankly, I'm the dumbest guy in science class right now. Wouldn't it make sense that the requirements to go for science stream is higher for students from other school ? So they're all smarter than me already. And then I factored out the science students from my school that's smarter than me and the only person left besides me is.....ME ! I don't want what I'm trying to prove here (by going to Science Stream), I'm just listening to what my mom thinks is "best for me". Oh well, even if she let me choose, I'll still be confused about which stream to enter. My mom kinda built an involuntary "Kemanusiaan=No Good" system in me since Form 3. NO I DON"T WANNA THINK THAT WAY ! even smart students go kemanusiaan ! People like Edward go, so I don't really see what's so bad. It's up to you and what career you want to take up. Form 6 ISN'T HIGH SCHOOL, it's PRE-U. You're supposed to start thinking about what subjects would be benificial for your uni life. But now my mind is full of "If you take science now, you can choose from a wider variety of courses in the future"....Thanks mom...

I really don't know what I'm doing with my life now. Yes, I don't have CITA-CITA, I'm that pathetic. I don't even know what I want to study in uni. Are the futures I dream of impossible to achieve ? *FYI, in case you haven't noticed yet...Yes this a special EMO TK session* I guess I was pretty blind all this time. Mom said science is better so I took science. Maybe....JUST MAYBE, if I took something that I was interested in, maybe I wouldn't be struggling like this. I really didn't realize anything was wrong until recently when I saw all the geniuses in the Science Class. I started to question myself "Do I belong here ?" "Am I just being stubborn" "Is this going to lead to my own downfall ?" 

When Abby was freaking out about whether to take Bio or Phy. I could only sit there and stair at her mental breakdown while not caring much about my paper... I'm going to Aussie next year (for those who didn't know) and I'm pretty sure my parents won't take NO for an answer since they worked so hard for this opportunity. That means I'm only staying in Form 6 for this year, sitting for 1 semester's exam then leaving.  It kinda makes me wanna fly through this sem without even caring (I'm on transit anywayssss !). But then again I want to PROVE that I can actually DO SOMETHING and not give up that easily. It's hard knowing that my efforts will all be for naught (y'know since Australian syllabus is different). I myself am NOT sure what I'm even typing right now. It's just all a BIG BLUR !

This is extremely sad and depressing for me. After all, I didn't start with a lot of friends, never have, never did but never will ???  That I'm not sure. I came to high school with almost 0 friends with me. I've been through some eff-ed up stuff but in the end, that day at the convo. I feel proud of myself (no, not the high and mighty stuff), I actually managed to do something in my pathetic 5 years life in high school ! I got to meet all sorts of people. People from Dinamik, Kreatif, Amanah, PSS, Greenies <3, Wushu, Interact Clubz and other students which I met on pure coincidence. I consider myself pretty lucky, maybe even the most lucky student in the school. I've met so many people and I more or less managed to juggle my academics all together (4As isn't THAT bad. It's average 'cuz it was trending on Twitter =P). Same thing in camp. I came with 0 friends then SOMEHOW (maybe loneliness and isolation forced me) I've manage to make friends (around 30% camp knows me) but then it was time to part again. And now I was facing Form 6 with NEW CHALLANGES (AND NEW CHALLANGERS !) and 90% all my friends aren't there with me anymore. Can i really make new friends ? I only have 1 and 1/2 year to do that. And I don't know that much juniors now...

Yes isolation does kill. Just because you don't see me smile often doesn't mean I'm acting cool (someone just said that to me today), but there's not really much reason for me to smile....

Maybe...

Maybe it's because...

Sadly, I'm starting to believe that. I know I have friends that I can count on. It's just that...the only one that can help myself is ME >:) Hey, you know what ? I think that might be the answer ! Endless hours of writing this randomly emotional blog post made me REALIZE that I can do anything if I set my mind to it. You don't have to be the best, not everyone can be the best. But you can be the BEST THAT YOU CAN BE ! Even if I cant stand up to the best in that class, I can still do my best right ? No point in putting this 1/2 a year to waste ! I mean, SOMEONE has to be last place =P Heck the whole class could get a 4 flat and i got a 3.9 (ok, overly OPTIMISTIC ~) but that's still awesome....

Ahhhh the wonders of blogging ~~ (Yes I was talking to myself just now so the post DOESN'T MAKE SENSE). Is this what girls call MOOD SWING ? Fascinating....

Something additional, I had to show my hatred and appreciations...

Did most of you know I have a DEEP-SEEDED hatred towards Form 6 students ? Because SOME of them act KINDA sombong... Yes, I don't really like this year's Upper 6. THere was a group of Science class Form 6 that entered the library's Powerpoint Competition. There powerpoint was pretty but somehow they kept laughing at other groups...Well, I still managed to in-your-faced them by winning first place (first to second place were the biggest gap in marks too !!) And lots of other incidents made me think ill of them. Of course, I've come to (because I never hated) enjoy the company of 2011's upper six students (yes, they graduated with me !). I knew some of them when I was in Form 3 (through BLOGS of course, most effective way to stalk) so I've kinda made peace with them by the time they enter Form 6. The very ngong photo up there was the one we took for 2011's PSS AJK Tertinggi. (not showing off, well maybe a bit. Just reminiscing). Chang Sin Fung was the Pengerusi, he's hot-headed, could'nt-be-bothered type, but I guess he covered for me 'cuz my speaking skills were CACAT and he treated me nice (almost =P). Next to me is Vivian, who's really hardworking and industrious Setiausaha who dreams of becoming a dentist. Next to Sin Fung is Sim Ying, our bendahari who is extremely EXTREMELY easy go get along with, she's also very helpful and she sent me home a few times before. Top row from the left is Ketty, who is like a best friend, IF you like endless hours of chatting and gossiping, Jia Chyi, the youngest member in our board as Pen. Setiausaha, Yang Yang, Mr Top 4 Science Stream Student in Sabah WHO still plays a children card GAME =D Our interest collide, Yung Yung, Mr Best Smile and white Skin XDD, Ah Lai, super desciplined and ready to give a helping hand, and lastly Ruth, Ms Talks to Fast in Chinese. I want them to be my senpai forever !!! Arigatou Minna, you made me (sorta...not really) love My temporary H3LL Form 6 =D

Ranting and Resolved,

TK

I'm 18 ?

Well technically, I'm 18 but I know it's still a few months before my birthday. This was kinda random but we kinda mentioned alcohol when we were gazing through the menu. Yes that means SOME of us are already 18 and drinking is now legal. It's still a little hard to believe though, I went my whole life without alcohol (well, except the occasional Dad-can-I-have-some-of-your-beer?-Yuck-it's-bitter-NVM) but I'm not ready to start now too =D Yes I AM A GOOD BOY ^.^

Somehow she agreed to do this with me...

I was HIGH ok ?

Epic fail...THere was suppose to be butt to butt contact (ewww. nevermind)

Photo Credit goes to iiyee !

Ok, so the weekend passed before I noticed it and I guess it was nice to feel the value of weekends again. You'll be BEGGING for Friday to come. Then the final period bell rings and you and all your friends go all high and start singing "Friday Friday gotta get down on Friday". Ok so maybe you guys don't do that. BUT I DO ;-) On Sat, went to church for guitar workshop. WOOHOO I know how to read chords =D but my finger response are too slow and PICKING KILLED MY POOR LITTLE FINGERS... Ivan said if I practice my fingertips will get hard which I don't think I want it to or else I might not feel my precious piano like I used to. Good thing he said it was reversable, if I wait for like 2 years LOL.

Was suppose to go home after the workshop but I "jammed" with Anna and Christ until 4 where I proceeded to go home and STAND UP TO MY DAD because HE AIN'T DOIN' No HOUSE CHORES. My mom is working her back off (literally she get's abdomen pain every week after she's done) while you're asking ME to work ? I'm not implying that I don't need to do any friggin' work but you could at least HELP US !? I've been helping out the house everyday and mopping the floors every Saturday while seeing you watching TV on the couch... Maybe you're right. I don't earn money. That's your job but MY MOM EARNS MONEY TOO ! why is she still stuck with all the chores ? And all this time you argue with me, but it isn't about ME, it's ABOUT YOUR HALF-DEAD WIFE ! GROW UP...

Then we went out for dinner at CityMall cuz I wanted to do some back-to-school stationary shopping. Got a new bottle for around RM16 ! It says "Dare to be Different". It's TRUE. THe other bottles (same design, different color scheme) don't have WORDS on them. LOL Mine is different =D

And I dropped it 1 TIME today...Great...No scratches ! GREAT =D Had dinner at PlayGround. I DIDN'T KNOW it was under the same management as Party Play. Should've guessed. The play was tiny but the design was creative (THE MENU TOO !) I <3 the GREEN TEA LATTE ! It has NO ADDED SUGAR. Yes, it taste like plan cold green tea...only creamer ^.^ Too bad mom and my bro would never understand such taste....

Stayed up the WHOLEEEEE night finishing my group's Powerpoint Assignment...It's GONNA KNOCK THEIR SOCKS OFF >=D As in I started at 11pm and slept at 5am...(almost 6 !) If you want it you can download it from the link below (You have been warned, sad/scary/cruel stuff are involved):

http://www.mediafire.com/?43drsz65t11canh

Sunday, I brought mom and dad (dad tagged along....) to church (FOR THE FIRST TIME =P) to attend the Youth punya choir performance even though I had to wake up at NINE (I only got less than 4 hours sleep) And she's practically my only parent, my dad only whines (I know it's for my own good but stop calling me useless and hopeless and CACAT), and drives me around...  It's about a mom and son problem. Son gets bad grades, mom lectures him, son says I hate you and runs away. Then we sing ! We did Close To You by the Carpenters. Frankly, it's a nice song but NEEDS MORE ummm chorus-feeling in the CHORUS. I wasn't very satisfied of the chorus but then again who am I to complain. I had fun covering it (LOL I'm talking like I solo-ed !)

Of course, let's not forget what day it WAS. It was MOTHER'S DAY . Happy Mother's Day Mom. I finally realize how you were kurang kasih sayang these last few years because I treated this special day as a normal Sunday. I hope this year I've succeeded in making you feel better....even if it's just a little bit =D 

Secret shout-out to Aud as well ^.^

Went to shop for shoes at Suria in the evening but I couldn't find the one that I wanted...So I didn't buy any shoes at all. Instead we went SHOPPING at Brands Outlet (not that I enjoy shopping or whatever LOL). I bought a plain blue polo (ALWAYS WANTED ONE !) and 2 Graphic Tees. I wanted to make it 3 cuz 1 Tee cost RM20 if you buy 3 RM50 only. It's really cheap and the material also quite good, but I couldn't find a third one that I like. Looking forward to wearing them =D

Today went to school like normal and listened to MOAR lectures. Finally something useful, Physics and Bio Taklimat. Cikgu Bestah is our Phy T and Cikgu Lo Fui Shu is our Bio T. Bestah just BROWWWSED through the whole syllabus with us and put us on free period but Cikgu Lo actually showed us an equation (she didnt sound as boring as in class) Aerobic Respiration. You think you know the formula from Form 4 ? Well, NOW IT'S IN EXPENDED FORM ! A diagram DRAGGING TWO FREAKIN' SLIDES LONG. Yes It's a cycle that needs up to TWO slides to contain. I gasped (LOL). And Bestah said unlike Form 5, STPM Physics is more on calculating (not theory) so my Add Maths has to be good....Great....And Cikgu Lai said Ekonomi is VERY tough (even more for Science to Commerce students) so what ? I'm stuck in the middle ?? I really wished I pursued ICT for SPM and then found a school that offers ICT as a subject. Maybe then my resolved would've been better. My school's "flexible" subject system only shines in commerce classes. For science, you MUST take PA, MUET, Maths T (I WANT MATHS M WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT), Chem and Phy/Bio. I seriously don't understand why I cant do Bio and Phy. Why is CHEMISTRY a compulsory subject ? Hate to say this but I've more interest in Bio compared to Chem (even though my Bio is my worse paper). I looked through the syllabus (old one) online and Maths M looked easier so I wanna take it. Manatau it was only offered to Commerce classes....GRRRRR....

Photo Taking Session Tomorrow for Student ID =D Have to look smart (and sexy =3) ! 

OMG and my presentation is TOMORROW TOO ! I haven't prepared what I need to say YET !!

 HELP....

 

Yes, I love this picture...I WANT A DUCK TOO !

Stressing over PResentation,

TK

Day 1 of Form 6

 

Haha is this picture nice ? I just noticed that it was weird to end my previous REDUX blog post with just a single photo of some random MAS flight attendees picture. It was late so I couldn't really do much (before my mom came in and murdered me) and I was TOTALLY determined not to procrastinate and dilly dally about my blog anymore so I just posted up. 

Anywayz, the picture above is the lakeside view of my camp. Pretty RIGHT ? There's a giant lake surrounding our camp which acts as the center. The flying fox obstacle course is also there, as in you actually go from this side of the lake to the other side in the picture. Yes It can be scary but I never got to try it out (cuz I wasn't lucky enough D= ) Sunsets like this happens all the time over there so I guess being isolated in a jungle prison isn't so bad after all ;-) Btw, behind the dorms in the picture is the forest and behind the forest is a recycle factory which makes our camp smell like ***** and we can practically see the smoke every morning (we can still see it at night too XD). Poor Wayne-y got pneumonia cuz of that D= 

Top Left: DJ, Wayne-y, Je-Re-Mi, Me (thx Jimmy and Bryan for borrowing this epic shirt and vest for my band performance ! ), Jude, Christopher LOPEZ
Bottom Left, Jasper 'Mira-chan', Kim, Jimmy

Picture credit goes to Wayne and Kim (thanks again for borrowing me your black T for my Sabah dance)

Now let's leave the past behind MOVE FORWARD !

Form 6 started yesterday, I wanted to try and blog about my first day yesterday but then again, I was kinda busy. (But school was boring 0.0 ) Met up in the IT Blok in the morning, apologized to LLL and Anisa for my crazy sideburns (I CONFESSED MYSELF OK ?) The lectures were boring and what's worse ? They had Ice Breaking to start off the day. We had to say our name, and our ambition (THE TEACHER WAS ACTUALLY RECORDING !) Siaw was talking before my turn then she ended kinda funny-ly so I laughed while she passed me the mic and some of my laughter got into the PA (so I LAUGH EVEN MORE). I said I still don't know my cita-cita (English + Malay) just like about 60% of everyone :\

Then the teacher split us up into groups (FISHHHH) based on our ambition (DOBLE FISHHHH) Those without ambitions were placed in random groups to fill out the space. Only Siaw was in my group. Abby, Audrey they all in another group. Truth is I do have an ambition, a Web Designer. But I'm not sure if it's even considered a profession since ANYONE can just buy a book about HTML and make websites practically for FREE. How am I suppose to earn a salary like that ? Back to the story, WE HAVE TO DO PRESENTATION (TRIPLET FISHHHHHH) on Tuesday. Thank God, my group got the easiest (but still troublesome) topic, Pembuangan Bayi which is pretty much a staple Form 5 BM karangan topic. And I'm in charge of the Powerpoint, AND I STILL HAVE TO PRESENT ! (lol, i thought I don't need if I do the PP)

Fast forward, after school CUT HAIR (I LIKEY MA NEW HAIR STYLE NOW ^^). Then suddenly Marie msg-ed me about Farewell Party tonight. Asked permission from mom (since my grandma's birthday dinner is also yesterday night). Then left with Abby to Party Play. I can't believe Marie really belanja US ! Thank you ! God bless you =D Everyone ordered Chicken Chop so I ordered Fish and Chips instead ! It was yummy. Then we quickly left and went to ZenQ (my first time !)

Photo Credit goes to Marie

The girls drove, me and Huang (the boys) RAN. I wanted to run since ONE OF THE GIRLS said "let's see who gets there first =P" but I thought someone as mature as Huang wouldn't get the fun of it.....WE RAN *troll* and we got there like really fast and I told Huang to sit down calmly and act preoccupied. IT WORKED =D (read Marie's blog XD)

I didn't know what to order so I pointed at the Strawberry Shaved Ice (you know I go gagaa over Strawberry). But she was like "we ran out" Me: D= (seriously ask Marie =P) then I pointed the Matcha (Green Tea) and Red Bean Shaved Ice. I wasn't expecting much manatau it was like 4 scoops of GREEN TEA ICE CREAM with Red Beans !!! OMG OMG OMG I LOVE THAT PLACE. Usually I'd have to spend a fortune at Sushi King JUST to have Matcha Ice Cream for dessert T.T But now I know where to find some cheap ones ;-)

Polaroid cameraman drama happened (you can read more about it in Marie's blog). Abby asked me to help take group photo I said "IT'S BECAUSE I WASN'T IN 5B KAN ?" LOL they all crack up and Audrey was like patting my back TROLLOLOLOL... Went home at about 9.30 after saying Bye Bye to everyone.
I air-hugged Marie in front of her mom XD

Did I mention me, Audrey, Siaw, Abby (ESPECIALLY ABBY) and ShnWei were WHINNING about not wanting to come to school the next day ? For me, the counseling team totally crushed my hopes for making more new friends (SPECIFICALLY MALE SPECIMENS) since the only friends I have is Kent, Kee and ..... You get my point.... My group is all female except Gerald, Jia Zheng and Thien. No one from other schools ? Yeah 2 girls...But I have too many girl-friends already =.= If someone is from another school, I could totally build a new image of myself (no, I'm not trying to rule over Form 6. That's Edward's job) just like in camp.

Today (besides boring Disiplin and Persatuan Form 6 lectures) we got to choose our kokum (and take a glimpse of 1M1S choices). I feel kinda sorry for the new students when the teacher said we could sign up for our kokum now (the forms were all around the auditorium) I raced to the Badminton to write down our names. While Audrey they all write the English Society and BSMM ones. Yeah, we all planned it (that's why the new students didn't know what hit them....Poor kids). So now, my kokum is BSMM (rejected Kadet Polis), English Language Society (rejected Computer Club) and Badminton (rejected Basketball). AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THERE ISN'T WUSHU IN 1M1S !!? What is the meaning of this ? There's Karate and TaeKwanDo so WHAT HAPPENED TO WUSHU !!!! (why must they do this to me D=).

Oh well.... ended up paying for my QTI just now. I just hope Orientation ends FAsT so I can get into the classroom and get some REAL interactions rolling (IT'S 3 FRIGGIN WEEKS LONG)...

This is not what I planned !

TK