Hmm....I wonder what's wrong ? I just don't have the mood nor inspiration to blog anymore ? Are the things in my life just slowing me down or am I beginning to malfunction ??? Anyways, things are sooooooooo troublesome now that I'm in Form 4, problems from every side pop out ! I just don't know what to do anymore...=.=
Maybe blogging isn't a hobby to me anymore ??? (Probably 'cuz you graduated, NANA) Oh well, I'm still taking pictures like I used to since the NEW CAMERA is here ^.^ Just not as many...OHHHH I NEEEDDD MYYYY VAAANIIIILLLAAA !!!!!
This is a really really long ago draft which I never got to finish so I thought I'd just post it up here and let you all read it....
OMG OMG OMG Test or as I like to call it The First Wave is coming like ummm...NEXT WEEK...I'm pretty sure y'know why I ain't updatin' me' blog' last week...If you don't, then it's because I was too busy having fun and doing homework (Ewww...Not BOTH at the same time) !
First I have to go attend the OFFICIAL (Super-kewl) KKHS Installation Night !!! *loud cheers* It's suppose to be an event where the new AJK of the Interact Club (Yes, organized by the Interact Club). That's why they call it "INSTALLATION" though I feel like a computer software if this keeps up...This year I got the jawatan PENOLONG something something grafik-related thingy...Isn't it upper awesome ? I don't even know my own jawatan... All I know is that I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY low in the ranking board. (Seriously, they said "And LASTLY, Tam Kang !") LOL, I thought she would've pronounced my name wrong 'cuz she made a huge pause. (She=Parvish ! Our leader !) Got a cute little badge and stuff...Then we sat down to listen to speeches (no one was paying much attention apparently). My table consisted of Me, Vyon, Jac, Heas, Chas, Audrey, ShnWei and Melissa, Ting and Axel (What a stroke of luck !) She called out to me first ('cuz I didn't think she remembers me...yay she does)...There has been some issues but I won't mention other people's business in my blog...There were some really FUn shows and stuff (Sexy girls dancing, Man in black a.k.a angels, I guess, dancing, choir thingy and trio singing performances ETC) !!!
Dinner wasn't very satisfiying, there were two long tables full of food but people were like RUSHING at the food so my table waited for the line to "cool-down"...By the time we went out, there wasn't alot of food left, just fried rice, noodles and some chicken thingy (I'm not very good when it comes to analysizing dishes and their very noticeable exterior features, all I know is that it's BROWN)...Good thing they re-filled (or wateva) so we got to eat (slightly) more. Oh that emcee is soooo scary !!! (Abigail) She was like going from table to table playing truth or dare on us XP Something funny happened...Then, she asked a few boys and girls to do cat walks and tricks on stage and stuff...(I've never felt happier about being unpopular in my life) Good thing no one knows me XP...
AHHHHH I GOT TO SEE NICHOLAS AND EDWARD SINGGGGGG~~~~~~~ *glares*
Haha, was fun watching people do stuff...But I feel kinda guilty (T.T) I only knew I got a jawatan on Wed during the first club meeting. Lol, they didn't tell me, Cikgu Z told me XP Oh no, minor character alert...
Next day (Saturday) Was planning to go to the beach to join the All Team Perbarisan party thingy...But since I woke up at 8 (Called LJB several time asking about the time of the party) and I wasn't sure whether it started on 8 or 9 so I just ignored it and did not go...I also had a JPS party (Government Dinner thingy) that night. Mom was "forced" to buy 5 tickets, RM100 each so we still have 1 extra, she told me to invite LJB, although she kept pronouncing his initials LBJ...Lol THAT's FUNNY...
Wanted to call him but he still wasn't home by 4pm (party was suppose to end at 2pm) I was starting to worry..."OH NO !!! What if they're having too much fun and I missed this chance ?" Anyways, called at like 4.30 and he finally picked up (went to cut my hair in between 'cuz of boredom) and he said "YES" so I was like "YAY" won't be bored and stuff...The dinner was held at Promenade Hotel and we were kinda late. So no more underground parking for us, instead mom asked the hotel staff can she park in a mini car park right opposite the entrance. LOL he said "YES" We (Me, LJB, bro and his friend) were like o.0 "what ? we can park there ? LOL"
I thought it was gonna be a very boring night but the entertainment was HILARIOUS...Men dressed as women competing in a beauty pageant...Winner got a crown, those pageant ribbon, a huge trophy and RM 500 !!! All the participants (I'm pretty sure they were forced) got RM 100 as consolation prize. NO WAY, I'm not entering...It was really disturbing and stuff...But funny at the same time.
Spent last Sunday doing all my homework (and still, I failed to finish them)...
This week was sooooo full of stress...Monday I had to come home after school immediately to start crackin' on my UNFINISHED. homework that I "reserved" till today...The same goes for Tuesday, I had to like lock myself inside the room and start crackin' open my brain...Went "gaga" at about 8.30...LOL...
On Wednesday, we had KOKUM again (groans) Pengakap uniform annoys me (but at least it's better than KRS and Kadet Polis...But Kadet Polis seldom wear their uniforms), teacher explained to us (those who got the lencana keahlian) about the camp that's gonna help us earn Lencana Usaha. Copying notes, going camping, 6km hikes are NO PROBLEM to me (at least not MUCH problem for me) but bathing in a river is a big NONO...You don't expect me to do that right ??? GOU NGONG OH (Melissa's motto in the school yearbook)
Then there was Wushu (my NEW permainan since I went permainan-less for 1 and 1/2 year...LONG STORY) I thought I could finally attend a permainan meeting after soooo long...But last week, Teacher LLL asked us (in tuition) anyone in Karate, Wushu or Tae Kwan Do. I said I was in Wushu then she say "Which one do you choose, Wushu or Pengakap ? Was really confused but she explained those 3 permainan are gonna turn into unit beruniform...I was like WTF...so I wanted to ask LJB but he's still clueless as always so I decided to let the matter slip by. Manatau it really came true !!! AHHH, still mentally and physically exhausted, I couldn't think straight (also from the shock of the camp thing and all) I tick Wushu as my unit beruniform !!! (What was I thinking, 5 min of stretching almost killed me DUHH)
It's been a little too long since I last updated (Joanne calls 1 whole week of no update long), but I can't really keep up with school nowadays >.< It's just sooooo procrastinating.. Seriously, at first I call myself Mr Busy but now I go by the name of Mr Procrastination. MUST RESIST LAPTOP...and FACEBOOK...Oh well, exam is next week and I decided to blog a bit to relieve stress ^.^ Thank you, you are my scapegoat...(What does scapegoat really mean anywayz)
My 3 science subjects are ready to be written in red ink...My highest science subject for my previous exam was Physics, only 50++ and it's only because the teacher added marks from my homework but I didn't pass up this time and she said it's kinda too late to do it T.T Thank goodness I passed up my Physics Peka 2 maybe she'll gimme SOME marks...
Anyways, woke up and went to Suria Sabah today, parents wanted to try out the new food court that just opened there. Saw Shn Wei, Tiong, Chloe, Tricia, Jackson Kia ETC...Looks like EVERYONE isn't studying...WHICH IS GOOD ^.^ Headed to Times Bookstore after that, kinda disappointed they don't have a book about HTML, I wanted to improve but haven't seen a HTML guide anywhere...Except in KL but it cost like RM200+ so no way I was gonna buy it (mom said ok but I'm just worried I'd neglect it after reading halfway) But the confession of a shopaholic really caught my eye...It's about RM30+ and I think it's the last copy ? o.0
Anyways, holiday is COMING soon and all I can think about is WHAT TO DO ??? First I need to finish ALLLLLLLLL my UNFINISHED homework (this DOES NOT include my Add Maths which has accumulated over 200 pages XP) Then I promised Nicolette that I'll let "them" come over to my place to wreck havoc, then I need to continue tuition while working on IU Day which is coming soon this coming June at Suria. And lastly, have Charis and Crystal come over to FINISH off our Powerpoint Presentation for All Saint's visit and discuss our invention for SINDEX which we even have to make a proposal bla bla bla then folio wateva....I think we've abused Princeton abit TOOOOOOOOO much ^.^
Oh well, next time then...Sayonara, camera still not here yet T.T
Just some photos I took using Aubrey's camera on Thursday, I needed to take photos of the library for my Powerpoint Presentation and thought I'd have a little FUN ~~
The Chinese New Year Fortune Tree Thing ~~
Eiu Teng and Phoebe (Didn't really get a good shot of Phoebe)
Dennis and Wendy (HAHA)
Xin Si and Joey...They probably won't be mad 'cuz they dunno I placed this in my blog
Lo Vui Ying...
Sn00py's LUNCH ~~
Someone left a can of 100+ on the shelf outside the library ~~
Luv this photo. Luther look so FUNNY...
I forgot what were they talking about 'cuz I got this one with zoom...
Haha, LJB, he blocked abit tooooooo slow...
My reallllyyyyy messy table (maybe that's why I'm not organized)
Muhahahax *criez* Haven't updated in like.ummmm....a MONTH ??? It's been so long but the camera my mom ordered from that catalog isn't here yet...It's like....SOOOOOOOO SLOOOOWWWWW....
How does it feel like staying up for forty eight hours (2 days) straight ???
Anyways, I TRYYYYYYY to find time on Saturday to start my homework and not procrastinate all the way till Sunday morning....But I'm always LIKE BUSY !!! Family Reading Day, Dentist Appointment, Project Discussion and School, of course...I'm always like....RUSHING non-stop sampai I got no time to do ANY of my Add Maths homework (hehehe....Gonna fail for sure)...T.T
Add Maths is like soooo hard...A little bit of "kick" and I dunno how to do already, it's like "Ooo, I'll use this formula but nooooo, it's the other formula...Oh why never I thought of it XP" Seriously, I can't even (kinda) keep up with the simple kiddy questions they ask in school. I'm always like "ooooo now I know how to solve, after everyone turn it into a straight forward equation for me..." And I always erase my answer when the teacher comes near 'cuz I'm afraid she say I'm dumb and stuff...
Physics exercise book, HAVEN'T PASS UP YET !!! After like 3 weeks ? And the teacher is still holding them (for the ones that passed up)...And I'm STILL procrastinating about STICKING my ticker tape...GAK, then the teacher gave us a group project (she wanna rush, I can tell)....Me, Kent, Spencer, Crystel, Charis and Jeag Man are responsible for GRAVITY....Simple enough LOL so we decided to go to Spencer's house on Sat (aka TODAY) to finish it off but we just HAD to procrastinate 'cuz he has MAPLE !!! And we ALLL play Maple (Jeag Man wasn't here 'cuz she's with her family on Mount Kinabalu) MUHAHAHAHHA So, I wonder should I rush today 'cuz IREALLY have ALOOTOOTOTOTOTOOTOOT of WORK...
Btw, the IU (International Understanding) Day is in Suria Sabah this year...Our Interact's Club theme is India...All other info is CLASSIFIED XP Sowi, but we need our secret weapon so I ain't tell'in ya...^.^ Better luck next time...Anyways, everybody's issue nowadays is MONEY (cha ching) It's just that Cikgu Victoria wouldn't let us do MUCH fund (I call it fun) raising such as car washes (Y'know some of the Rotarians have like FOUR FREAKIN' car) and she wouldn't let us. Not even sell stuff...She REJECTS everything we try to suggest Ravisher also mau mood already...She even tried to ask us NOT to go for the IU Day but make it inter-school instead....HELLO KKHS no more face lorh if like that...
Anyways, nothing much to do except homework and procrastinate at home now... Can't wait to "retire" ^.^
Ok, so it's Satuday night and I HAVEN'T done any of my homework (and this week's amount beat all the previous one's... So why am I blogging ??? Well it's simple actually... I spend Saturday and Sunday stressing, that's all ^.^ Well, I better get snoozing now if I wanna get a head start one tomorrow's EXTREMELY long day (but trust me, I'm gonna procrastinate like always AGAIN) Bye !
I'm still trying to cope with my homework nowadays, but I'm still lacking behind in my Add Maths...Seriously, I never even do my Add Maths 'cuz it's sooooo troublesome just to think for about an hour...ARGHHHHHH...But for the rest, I think everything is under control...Just fine...Curse you ADD MATHS....
This week was relatively FUNNY....First, something happened in Cikgu Yong's tuition... It was about Ananda's lost exercise book ?
Ananda: OMG, wheres my exercise book ??!!! Tam Kang: HEHEHE (evil laugh)(trying to attract his attention) Ananda: OHHH...so you took it... Tam Kang: Why would you say that ? Ananda: 'Cuz you laugh... Everyone: *stares at Ananda* OPERATION COMPLETE...
And then on Tuesday, ummm....(this is NOT considered as GANGGUAN SEKSUAL) FF's butt....ummmm....kena cucuk by Eugene (I think) toy knife...Then his like FRONT part of the pants got...ummm...lubang....*ahem* Ewww....how can a toy knife create a hole ??? and doesn't it hurt ? I mean it just pierced through his pants....
And then my friend's sister found my friend's CD hot after coming out the CD player...So she wanted to cool it down so she placed it into the fridge....=.= Ummm...she's just 7 years all.
OK that WAS some pretty messed up stuff...Especially the second incident...OH THANK GOD he doesn't read my blog...(come to think of it, he doesn't even on FB much either) Well, he IS addicted to badminton...Saw a cute shuttlecock keychaiun that day during my outing at Center Point and thought it would make a sweet birthday present for him this year, since last year I gave him a box of Kit Katz Bitz...
Overall, I got number 19 in my class even though I fail like 3 subjects, but my Bm is above 55% so I am entitled to a kedudukan in class, YAY, only about 28 people got a kedudukan, well what did I expect ? I AM in 4A....But I feel somewhat unsatisfied 'cuz Crystal got like Number 17 and I got 19, right below me in 20 is Ronny (well, that was close, I don't wanna lose to TOO many people now do I ?)...Boohooo, Ananda got like number 8, I almost PENGSAN !!!! But last year I beat him to number 1, but I guess his superiority in Add MAths and normal Maths has beaten me to the bone...And the Sejarah this time was easy go he couldn't fail so easily...Not to mention, he PASS his Account and his Chemistry (only 17 in my class pass) so I can say he's gotten pretty smart and all...T.T Oh !!! Time to get serious...
Updating my blog in Charissa's house now 'cuz today is her birthday and I brought Crystal along with me, 'cuz we were working on a Microsoft Powerpoint presentation for a contest and it's due next Wednesday...If nothing changes, then there should be about 3 teams (including us) participating in the contest, so I guess we'll win no matter how badly we've done...^.^
Still have like 3 pages of Add Maths and Maths homework, 2 Bio Peka and 1 Physics Peka to work on...not to mention my weekly unfinished homework that I never have a chance to work on...And now some girl is like staring at me....and she keeps saying "HI". Which I think she's trying to get me to greet her...
Oh well, I guess I typed too much again....!!!!!!!!!!!
OKOKOK I know I haven't updated my blog in like, more than a month and that's bad because spider webs have gathered up (more than it's suppose to have !)
So I decided not to bore people with words (there aint any pictures either) BOOHOO...I juz dunno what to blog about !!! Maybe that's why I haven't had the MOOD to blog....ARGH, hate parents soooo much, I don't blame my mom when she scolds me 'cuz most of the time it's sorta my fault though she always say stuff like "you kids want me to die faster don't you ?" Then my dad is just sooooo bossyyyyy (seriously...you can see it right after he opens his mouth and talks jibberish... or however you spell it)
I won't be saying much from before or else I'll be submitting a 10 page report on my life...Life still goes on and I STILL (struggling) want to try and keep my self active in the ACTIVITY ANTI-STUDY world...Y'know, any activities that aren't related to my studies...Oh who am I kidding, I do all this to PONtENG YAY !!! That's a good thing right ??? Well, Phoebe keeps walking around nowadays so why can't I ?
My list of activities which I try not to ignore (or regret): - A special event organized by the KKHS school library and the State Library called Family Reading Day which falls on the beginning of April. I'm in charge of the Bola Minda section, it'll be prepared by the State Library but I have to do decoration and stuff !!! OMG...I usually have someone else to do it for me >.<
-Lots of activities now that I'm AJK in the Interact Club but I'm like, the lowest jawatan one, Assistant Director of Arts and Graphics...a.k.a I've got no creativity...and so on...Let's see, there's the School and CP IU Day to prepare for and that visit to the chocolate factory (Is there gonna be a choco fountain ?).
I wanna be active this year so I won't miss out on anything, besides, I'm gonna get imprisoned next year anyways...As for my grades. I was TOO GLOOMY to remember everyday mark (oh no, getting lazy and am losing all hope T.T) 'cuz I failed my Add Maths (No biggy), Akaun (I can't believe Crystal passed) and my Biology (Couldn't say it was hard but I'm shock)...
Was thinking of taking EST so I can drop Akaun next year and still have something to compensate for it. But there ain't enough students. Ben told me that the teacher say she'll teach if there's at least 20 students who are interested. Hmmm...
Piano exam coming closer too and I still have my entire scale book and my 2nd piece and my oral exam not done yet ! GOSH ! I think I'm gonna fail...No way !!! I need to pass this year so I don't have to take it again next year (Need to concentrate next year)...But I'm learning how to play Fireflies by OwlCity (Actually, I've already finished it but it didn't really sound right, PLUS it's just a short version so I found another one and am printing it) and Lightning's Theme featured on Final Fantasy 13 ^.^
There WAS suppose to be a Green House Perbarisan Party today (better late than EVER) but it was CANCELED !!! 'cuz Cikgu Azmi wasn't free and stuff so we like don't have permission to host it in the school. I had to cancel my Check Stock activity today just to go (Actually my name wasn't on the Check Stock list so when Xin Si told me about the party, I just needed to keep quiet)...Oh well, today was still a satisfied day 'cuz I get to go to the Dental Clinic (no, I'm not using a cheerful tone) I did 2/4 filling today (all Molar) and it seems like my WISDOM TEETH are coming out (when I'm about 18) All the places which have cavity are the exact same place where the wisdom teeth are coming out from. HAIZZZZZZ
The good news is that mom ordered a new camera from a catalog...YAY...
Hmmm...didn't update for the remainder of this 1 weeks holiday...I probably didn't have the "right" mood to blog...Everybody bloggers' gotta have a "mood" to blog....Don't you think so ??? If my blog is devoted to swearing at the other people, of course I would blog when I'm mad at someone...But mine is just a mishmash of STUFF that I do, wanna do, did, regretted, and lastly, died away...
Anyways, my aunt came back from KL and brought this router with her so she (we) can used wireless within the house....GAWD, It's LIKE HEAVEN....I can search for piano sheets while putting the laptop next to my piano....AHHHH, I kept moving my laptop around everyday, first the living room, then the kitchen table, then my mom's room, then ETC.....IT ROCKS...but then again, THAT's WHY I haven't finished my homework !!!! GAKKKKKKK AKAUN !!! That teacher is INSANE !!! GAHHHH *shoots flashy arrows at her then make a meteor fall on her*
I dunno WHY I LUV meteors soooo much....TOO MUCHHHHH FF !!! LAWL, seriously, theres like about 10 types of meteor attacks in Dissidia....I just LUV METEORS, especially when I freeze you THEN shoot TWO meteors at you....That one was fun...
It's now 9 and I decided to do only a SMALL portion of my Akaun homework but only because it's due tomorrow. I'm sooo gonna delay my BM karangan and Add Maths (even though it's also due tomorrow) and Chem 'cuz it's only due on Tuesday....+++++++ My physics tuition homework...OMG Need to draw like 3 graphs then show it to the teacher which uncoincidently is Cikgu LLL *BOOM* She's not that scary, but what can I say ? I haven't seen her in "Bloodlust" mode yet...OH WELL....
Lol, haven't updated in like 1 whole week (I DID say I will only be updating on weekends didn't I). But technically it's been 2 weeks since last week's post was totally not call blogging, I'd rather call it an emo-post. XP
Anyways, there's LOTS of things to talk about, mainly related to my "misfortune" and stuff...But seriously, if you don't enjoy something, wouldn't you call it a "misfortune", and if that "misfortune" continues for the rest of the year, wouldn't you call it a rather UNFORTUNATE year ??? Duhhh....why do you think I made the name of Season 8 so...I thought I was unlucky, but my misfortune is JUST about to start. This is not my year and absolutely NOT how it feels like to be in Form 4, I WANNA GET SUPER-HIGH and get drunk (just ONCE !!!)...It's new year now, but i feel rather EMO !!! There's just too much (or was it many ?) disappointments in my Form 4 life. I wanna kill myself...
Some how this affects my blogging mood, makes me wanna make this a emo post too T.T Lol, talked to Phoebe that day in the library. Tried to encourage her abit without doing too much sarcasm...'cuz she's been blogging a bit negatively than usual, which made me do an emo-post. (But seriously, we're suffering this much) If you look at things mathematically, a positive blogger like myself mixed with a negative one like Phoebe (NO OFFENCE), you'd get a couple of negative bloggers. But when a 2 negative bloggers come together, you get a couple of positive bloggers. Get what I mean ??? If you're 13 or below, then of course you don't understand...Wait till you're form 2. But I don't think any Form 1 students read my blog. They either just got to know me or don't know me yet ^.^
Anyways, had alot of programs happen for Chinese New Year, reunion dinner, CNY Breakfast and what not, a visit to the temple, And of course, another dinner organized today for no apparent reason...LOL (not to mention me slacking till 4am everyday)...I LUV SLACKING...Those graduated Form 5 blogger's are making me slack together with them...Not to mention, giving me an urge to cook...(Just kidding...But I wanna try the butter breakfast that Melia made T.T SOOOOO BADLY)
I have TONS of homework 'cuz the teachers kinda have some extra empty space in their chests. Clearly they weren't showing any mercy to us Form 4 students, I dunno should I call this a simple to complex start (like what Nana claims) or complex to insane start (I'm pretty sure it's this one though)...It's a BAD thing that the Moral Projek requires the student to write essays non-stop just because they wanna force students to see their future visions for the country though this attempt proved to be futile as it just makes us wanna burn down the board of education even more !!! >: I heard the BOE is going to transfer the principal of Shan Tao (primary) away to another school because the "CLAIM" that he's been "eating" up a lot of money but Cikgu Yong said it's the BOE who's eating non-stop and gaining weight but since Shan Tao didn't have any proof or anything, they can't do much for them...I really hope he doesn't get transferred to a bad school, or even better, DON'T get transferred at all !!! He's really a good principal...(Iz tiz onez of thoz prankz ??? Will the BOE change their mind???)
On the bright side, LJB and Crys came to my house on Saturday morning ! Yay FUN, asked my mom on Thursday and she said I can't add anymore 'cuz my family was having reunion dinner that night so my mom will be busy the whole day and doesn't want more trouble...Three IS a crowd...after all...At first Crys said she was coming at around 10 something 'cuz our Cartoon Network movie starts at around 11 something, so I expected the same from LJB. But he was like, arrived at 9 something...Great, my schedule is TOTALLY OFF...But I did make a mean joke on Fri when Crys asked what time she should come (I just didn't know LJB would FALL for it). She said she'd come around 10, then I said that's what a normal person would do, THEN I continued, "If you come earlier than that, then you've got no life and solely rely on other's activities to stay entertained, like a parasite...If you come later than that, then you'll never be punctual for a party again..." Manatau LJB got here at like 9 something, he said his dad had to go work...Yay, someone actually feel for it (unintended...which makes me even more of a jinx ^.^)
Did some pretty HIGH stuff that day, was planning to push everything into one session then concentrate on homework, but I guess I'm just too addicted to those things....In the end, NO HOMEWORK DONE ^.^...Me and Crys slacked ALOT but LJB used a lot of time to do his homework...So he got 2 pages of Physics done. I don't understand how that could happen, he used like 1 hour and stuff...Oh ya, he was reading the book that book that Sonia borrowed me for no explainable reason. It's called, Questions Teenagers Ask, or something like that. At first, I thought it was more or less like a parody of the Chicken Soup series, but most of it involved s3x and lots of disgusting stuff. When me and Crys were watching TV, I saw LJB downstairs still reading, I was like Ewww...How can you stand reading that...Of course, boys can't resist reading about it can they ??? I know I can't stop laughing ^.^
Just spent another wandering inside my own imaginary world...Clueless as always I guess...=.= Only managed to do a LITTLE bit of my homework...And I haven't even started doing my Akaun which is like....Dozens of pages long....GAKKKKK save me !!! Planning to get a new camera, by the way. My aunt from KL brought her router or whatever and now I can access Internet anywhere as long as my notebook is within this house...I think sampai my neighbour also can reach, but good thing all of this has a password which is freaking long and annoying !!! But one time and I can use forever...I kinda feel sad if she goes back, bringing tech stuff together with her T.T....Oh well, all GOOD things must come to an end...PLUS, all this wireless surfing can't make me concentrate on my homework 'cuz whereva I go, there WILL be internet access...KINDA...
I LUV SIGN...(by FLOW)...It's just soooo awesome (I can't say romantic 'cuz it's rock)...And on Sat morning, I found an even better version which comes with the album...It's a piano mix version...And I LUV IT !!! Even more, since I've listened to the "rock" version too many times already !!! This version is just soooo touching and sad...Made (and still making) me wanna cry T.T 'Cuz it's so romantic and lovely...Give it a TRY...Also in love (just not as much) with "The Price of Freedom", no singing in it, but the fusion of acoustic and electric guitar-ness gives it an awesome edge...Wonder will it sound better with lyrics ??? Could only get the video version of the piano mix 'cuz it's just too exclusive...(Ignore the childish Naruto picture, even though I still read the manga ^=^)
Seriously having those mid-teen crisis now, homework just keeps pouring in non-stop ! OMG, so troubled, but like I said...After I blog about homework, I feel like my burden is lighter already. But today, I won't talk about how boring my homework is (It kept me from blogging yesterday)...But about my personal issues and desire despite this being a public blog, I'll try to NOT reveal my true feelings here in case some stranger came in and wants to kidnap me.
When in doubt, look into a mirror. What I see, is my face. Closing my eyes, I subsequently pushed the mirror aside. It fell...And broke..
Oh...how mad I am at myself right now. I should've grabbed the chance, I'm no good in anything after all...
I just can't do anything right can I ? I cling to my friends for survival. That is, IF they are my friends. I guess I'm nothing but a parasite.
I feel like I'm at peace now. But peace is but a shadow of death. Desperately trying to forget about it's painful past. Though we hope for promising years. After shedding a thousand tears. Yesterday's sorrow constantly nears.
You know how much I LOVEEEE to blog about homework because after releasing the post I feel like I don't have to do my homework anymore ! I feel way more relaxed today, but tomorrow....I CRY big time !
I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe I really can't control myself with this precious brand new (abused it for sometime now) laptop ? Maybe it's true, I usually just procrastinate 'cuz I do my homework in the same room as my laptop....Right in front of me !!! *GULP*
As you can see right now, I'm blogging 'cuz I have too many homework to do ^.^ It's not a lot but it's too much to do and finish by 10pm (bedtime !) Well, I guess I better prepare for a scolding from my Akaun Teacher then. It's just soooo hard....Account I mean... She COULD teach as a little more about basics than to ask us to memorize EVERYTHING...(excluding the values and digits of course)... Gonna pengsan, having a LITTLE (seriously, just a little) trouble with Biology 'cuz it's kinda hard to find the answers you need when you didn't study and mantain your pace (Whoopsss. Guess I should've studied more ^.^)
Well, Gud Night, I wish sports day would be longer....or maybe, next years Sports DAY FASTER COME !!!
My My !!! How long was I gone again ??? 3 weeks ! I've been counting XP Miss me ? (talking to air)...Anyways, wanna make a big splash post for Sports Day !!! (by the way, Nana, I see you've finally noticed after randomly browsing through my C-box ^.^ )
Of course, Hari Sukan KKHS is sOOOOO important for me ! I would be caught dead not blogging about it (*ahem* the last 3 years ?) Don't ask...LONG STORY...Anyways, how would I synchronize and make myself useful with the now-in-green-team-aka-milo-agent me ? How should I know...
Anyways, you all know I can't walk away from perbarisan XP Actually I wanted to teach this year but y'know, still Form 4 (STILL ???) so I got no reason to argue with the people on top of me (Form 5) and BOY are they A LOT of them !!! Most of them are first timers too (Hello ? First timer teach me ?) No offense to anyone though, but I find it a TINSY WINSY laughable. Not the "Muhahaha" kind of laugh but those that are a bit softer. No ! not the girly type of soft laughter, it's like those sounds you make after you choke on a lizard or something like that.
Before all of this commotion, I was actually placed in 4 Dinamik for you info. I was soooooo totally GLAD 'cuz LJB, Aliza, Jeag Man, FF, WSL, Aubrey are ALLLLLLLLLL there. The teachers are GREAT !!!! too...Teacher Claire is our class teacher, her first entrance was like yelling at us to behave during Form 4 but since I sat in front (Next to Aubrey) I quickly "impressed" her with my variety of floating dragonflies (You put the head on your finger and the rest our it's body will just float) and then...and then....and then....GAWD I CAN'T CONTINUE !!! T.T It's just too sad...Not to mention our BM teacher also VERY nice. The funny part is, since I sat at the front I can hear her giggling everytime a student makes funny mistake in his/her karangan.
Then that fateful Friday arrived, lots of students requested to go in and out of 4 Dinamik and I even heard on Thursday that they're gonna make it half Science and half Art Stream so me and Aubrey started to panicked. Aubrey wanted to change to 4C (4B full) but decided to change her mind (See !!!! 4D is THAT GOOD), even though she got like 5As in her PMR. Yep, she's THAT smart ^.^....Friday morning, we saw students packing their bags, getting ready to move to other classes, I glue-ed myself to my chair so I won't be going ANYWHERE.
Then Cikgu Claire came in and said "Ehh Tam Kang how come you switch class ?*sad tone* Kamu dipindah ke 4A." "Kamu juga Aubrey..." We were both like FROZEN-SOLID (I'm pretty sure we're all SOLID at that time) So we sadly packed our stuff...HAIZ....I felt like crying, but you know, I'm also angry at the school at the same time so it's hard to cry XP
After hearing Chinese is gonna be compulsory in Dinamik (which was later proven to be false), EVERYONE wanted to move out of it, except those who are OK with this choice. Crystal ended up in my class too after hearing this Mandatory Chinese Rumor and sits next to me now. Seriously, the class is not bad but 4D would've been MUCH WAYYYYY more BETTER...OK that's that. Next order of complaint.
I know lots of people already know, especially those who are and were in Science Stream, that PJK teacher is like HELL !!! One time he didn't even come to school making the entire class wait (not 4A) and for our class, we went searching (he told us to)for him all around the school only to find him in the canteen having breakfast and not even noticing us.(WTF Man !) I hear Abby and J.Marie complain ALOT about him since he de-merit 15 marks from them in like 1 class... How to stay alive with this teacher ? I also hear he doesn't like PJK. Izzit true ???
Ahhh, yessss...The form 4 life !!! It's kinda hard for me now but mainly because I have perbarisan practice every afternoon and no time for my homework at night (Tuition) so I hope things get better after this, still I can't wait for next year's Sports Day. But now I know how much you Form 5 students must've felt when you have to attend and teach perbarisan everyday together with homework and tuition to juggle. (But seriously, marching while you juggle your tuition work book and homework is just impossible). But it's only because of this problem that I can't find enough time to blog these 3 weeks (Yup I've been counting. Or was it 4 weeks ???)
My life isn't shining as bright as last year, the fact that I get the sit in the front of the class and our Class Teacher is teaching English almost made the whole class perfect. It's just like last year when I was sitting SECOND from the front and our class teacher is teaching English (Cikgu Zahirah)...I think I communicate WAYYYYYYY better with English teachers than other teachers ^.^ I forgot to mention, 4D USED to be full of SMART people. The class was fairly quiet (but of course when no teacher come in SURE BISING LAH) but still....I can't stop thinking about those 4 days of Eden.
Anyways, about Sports Day, we had our's in Stadium Penampang 'cuz the school field (Almost called that wasteland a stadium) was under construction, we're gonna get a super high-tech new field ! (Still not stadium)...And when someone mentions the word high-tech, you think of 100% metal technology...HAHAHA (Don't get your hopes so high up). My whole family was like "HUH ? Where is that ???" I was clueless too....But Shiau Chean let me go for a special raptai on the day before the actual hari sukan raptai. SOOOO HAPPY but I was mistaken (School hours raptai in Stadium Penampang for those who are atlets. Perbarisan go after school...z...zzzz.....Well at least I get to ponteng the last 2 periods of English to go down for a meeting before we depart.
Every rumah sukan has to send 12 representatives (recommended amount) for each rumah sukan that makes a total of 72 people plus 5++ teachers. 2 bus prepared, but I see Red and Yellow team arrived early and got the AIR CONDITIONED BUS !!! While Blue, Green, Purple and Orange all ram into the last bus. People were like constantly standing. Actually only blue, green, and purple manage to get in. But halfway, we suddenly saw Orange House chasing us...^.^ Too bad they had to stand, including ShnWei's cousin Summerin.
When we came back, Goh started giving instructions which was REALLY FUNNY. Like when the drum stop everyone has to stop marching, so he tried to imitate the drums and it was kinda hilarious. I was still day dreaming at the back so I couldn't hear it very clearly. Anyways, I can't believe I got promoted from a normal ahli standing at the back to a person who holds a FLAG !!!..........at the back....^.^ Can't blame me for being TALL ^.^ Anyways here's some pictures....
"I guess no one showed up..."
"I guess someone DID show up..."
"Oh look. More people...."
KJS !!! Sweet smile !
Venice...
Ananda (A MUST to get a photo of him everytime I bring my camera to school)
This one is a bit awkward...(Don't tell him)
A bunch of random people, guess who's holding the green flag (so not ME, I'm taking the photo)
Poor Lun Tai need stand in the bus...
Same goes to Summerin...
This photo of Franson really looks like Jordan (Jordan's face is slightly more ROUND)(NO OFFENCE)
Finally LJB is willing to smile in a photo with me !!! I guess he misses me XP
Some chairs which the pengetua is gonna sit on (Wonder if it'll break ?)
Kadet Polis doing their marching routine...
Rumah Biru at the top left of the stadium.
Teachers WATCHING us.
Pancaragam also WATCHING something...(Not us anyways)
Haiz, was actually looking for my face in this photo until I realize I'm the one snapping the pics... T.T
Way back....Still crowded...
Goh lecturing about the actual day...
After practice, some people stay behind due to CONFUSION of uniform..
While some just wanted to TALK...
Someone tried to steal our to-be-flag stick. =< Picture with Kok Neshiwa...Did she block my face on purpose ?
Our "share" of the new building is in a HUGE mess !
Yellow team's BANNER !!!
We're still with a stick here !!!
Blue team claimed they're gonna put this glitter-decorated, ice-cream-shaped cone on their heads (LIED !!!!)
Their glove which represents peace ???
LJB ! Made to make it fast before he BLOCKS !
TYY's voice is enough to fuel USA with noise during midnight.
Yellow Team looking SHARP !!!
Barry's in purple together with Kester.
Our multi-purpose Knives (It actually looks better in this pic)
Berhormat + Cut Forehead ???
Our theme is Peter Pan (but seriously this is perbarisan...)
Cha Chee still decorating Peter Pan.
Tinkerbell is DONE...(She DOES have a head y'know)
Cherral and gang being strict !!!
STILL LOOKING SHARP !!!
Red Team working on their love-themed shirts.
Purple team having a short briefing.
Lovely flag for the Purple Team, izzit a unicorn ?
Still talking (Wow, every team is still training but we already ended ours XP)
HARI SUKAN (DAY 1) Followed Abby's car to the stadium 'cuz my mom lazy to find out about the location. Anyways, had to meet up with the rest of the green team perbarisan gang, was kinda thrilled to be able to do an actual practice but who knew we only go out there at like 11am...That's still 4 hours of waiting to go so we all sat there....and rot...
We manage to sync with other teams for a tinsy winsy training session but y'know the car park is sooo small and the stalls are located their so we can't really rotate our strategy much...Like after 10 minutes everyone just flew back up to the stadium. I had a tummy ache :( Good thing, Chai Yun got bring like LOTS of tissue !!! ^,^ Thx SOOOOO MUCHHHHH....I would've exploded if it weren't for you. Then we wait...They wanted to borrow my camera for a while to mess around. Picture below. The shadow one and the one with shoes. NOTHING TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOO........ Good thing Vyon came with AudreyS (plural form) and we "talk", y'know Sephiroth (Audrey C, she likes that name) has SOOOOOOOO many Japanese songs in her phone and I want them ALLLLLL but only managed to blue-tooth 3 of them. When I was searching for other devices via bluetooth, they were like lots of people on-ing their bluetooth and some of them have funny names, Vyon's was kinda embarrassing, Sephy has her's called "Sephiroth Heartless Angel" in a funny font, and lots of other stuff like "You can't see me"...Lol, ironically, it's true, I can't see him 'cuz I dunno who is he.
Finally time to get in the spotlight, or more like SUNLIGHT at 11am (condition: SCORCHING) oh what if a solar flare suddenly jump out of the SUN and ambush this stadium...DEAD XD When we finally finish the raptai, they said we have to do it again...I know I've been asked to be entertained, but not this often, I was like panting. And the worse part is I'm standing at the back alone, no one next to me, and everyone who see me was like "HUH, what's with your weird hand gesture or wateva"...Ya it's kinda true 'cuz Goh told me to "act" like I'm holding the flag. And the worse undeniable part was that everyone say I "tuo bei" which means my back is not straight. Yik Jia say I walk like Pink Panther...=.= Oh the irony, FWL even snapped a photo of me and my back really was bended (not to the point pink panther. Thank you very much) I really have to sharpen up from now on !!!
After the 2nd raptai, I was REALLLLYYYY exhausted ! Thanks Adeline for treating the whole team to 100 PLus (just drink from 2 huge bottles)....YUMMY, had my 2nd tummy ache...T.T Why does this keep happening ...Izzit 'cuz I ate something bad or am I just being dramatic ? Anyways, it's about 12pm and we still had to wait sampai 4pm. so we all prepared for boredom. Khoo wanted to listen to my phone, I listened to Audrey's, Edward fell asleep in a pose which we ALL thought is REALLY adorable, Franson drank like 5 cups of ABC (he just keeps buying and buying !!!), Xing Si and Amy shared a phone, Vyon talked with Goh and me and that's pretty much it. At the end of the day, even Cikgu Rosie said my back wasn't straight !!! AHHHHHHH, did some hardcore back straightening in tuition that night.
Us rotting in the SUN...
A random shot...Wonder what is Edward smiling at ???
Mengambil Kehadiran
Me and Goh !!! Our beloved Komando
Another random photo...
The "fake" side of our pretty sign.
Early practice. I manage to skip out on a little and snap this pic.
Snapped this one too...I'm pretty sure Felicia purposely blocked on the last photo.
This is what happen if I lend people my camera.
I wonder who are those weird people ???
The "pretty" side of our sign but still empty.
Everyone rotting, Edward talking to Xin Si and Amy, Franson falling asleep and Khoo just looked directly at me ???
Even the pancaragam is bored...
Red Team no different.
Even the AJK decided to slack and got nothing to do !!!
Audrey's Eyes look disturbing but did you realize they're 2 Audreys in this photo ?
Yong Wai Kit sitting innocently.
Too fast for Khoo to block...
I WAN YOUR PHONE AUDREY !!! FULL OF JAPANESE SONGS !!!
Double Photo-Shoot. Like looking into the mirror.
Edward taking a nap.
Franson taking a nap too only in a more matured and serious pose.
See what I mean ?
I just thought of the dirtiest thing possible after snapping this pic.
Adeline getting kinda high...
I wish I brought my earphone T.T 1 whole day bring phone for nothing.
See...I'm sooooo bored....
Someone looks confident on the other hand.
Shiau Chian blocks...Well not completely though.
Time to go home ~~
Hari Sukan (FINAL DAY)
Yosh !!! Last day, do better sikit !!! AHHHH wake up at 5am 'cuz I couldn't wait, yay exciting who's gonna win dis year !!! Reach there at like 5.40am where it was still pitch black and I was among the few first to arrive, the rest came at about 6. I wore my Hang Ten white shirt 'cuz they asked for a white shirt. And then I put on my Peter Pan "uniform" then my belt. I wore a black adidas short pants with multiple white stripes. Then they suddenly said they had to cut off the chest portion of my white shirt (I guess I haven't been paying attention to their briefing sessions) I was like WTF, it's an expensive shirt and it's like 6 something, I called mom who is now is Jakarta PRAYING she'll pick up the phone and she did, thank GOD !!! She said it's ok to cut it off 'cuz it's an old shirt and not that expensive (this is the only sentence she said which gave a reference to how "cheap" the shirt is. Besides the bottom part is abit stained already. THANK YOU MOMMY YOU SAVED MY HIDE....Of course, I could just take the white shirt off and just wear the green shirt since I needed to tuck in and they can't see white anywhere. But seriously we all have to wear that Peter Pan outfit makes things kinda laughable especially for other people. When the teachers called us down to tick our names with the form teacher everyone was like "AHHHHHH I'm not going down there dressed like this...." How can I be proud of such clothing (excluding during the actual competition). Plus everyone in the Green Team perbarisan wore this except Yong Wai Kit and Franson 'cuz they were carrying banners instead. Me and Edward ( Holding Flag) had no exceptions XP The banner-carriers were wearing long-sleeve plain collared shirt with black long pants and shoes. So you can say our theme is Peter Pans and the 2 Waiters. LOL not to mention Felicia dressed up really HOT (don't get any wrong thoughts) but her tinkerbell impression was pretty good, sleeveless dress thingy, short black pants, furry pink and white shoes with a necklace on her forehead (this just doesn't match the theme but IT'S PRETTY and SHINY) lastly covered in glitter. And she's only Form 3 LOL...
My bendera was finally ready, after doing a very ngong immitation for like 3 days in front of lots of people, I finally get my flag. Which is a picture of Peter Pan and writes "Peter Pan"....Sometimes I think people get too obsessed with themes. But I can't blame them though so long as we win. No hats for us anyway, but they spam green glitter on our heads like CRAZY !!! It was kinda ummm....CRAZY ? Anyways, the marching began and ended and all the rumah sukan gathered for a photo session. And I bumped into you, MElia. Long time no see, I can't believe you never came back to the school after that day. You traitor, and why didn't you bring NANA with you T.T Lol, no point crying about that, anyways we exchanged embarrassing pics of each other ^.^
After that we waited PATIENTLY for the results to come out, we were all called to go SIT on the field together with everyone. I left my camera and phone in my bag so no photo 'cuz I thought we actually have to MARCH even more (GAK) I got front row seats (on the ground) 'cuz I was a pembawa bendera and that means I have to hold the flag in front. No biggie, it's an HONOR!!!! to be in the front.
Green team won 1st place for Merentas Desa. Me, Edward and Yong Wai Kit (boo hoo Franson, why didn't you go too T.T) went to claim our prize, LOL Wai Kit stood there while he gave me his banner, it's hard holding a banner and flag at the same time and I bang into TYY's flag a few times too 'cuz it's TOUGH to hold two things at once. Then Green Team won second place for Perbarisan...WOOOHOOOOOO it's great considering the previous Green Team perbarisan Losing Streak. And I'm kinda shocked, Yellow Team got 3rd place with Ah Yap and Luther as captain. and Purple Team didn't win a thing (Sorry to bring it down on you CSY and Melia. But you hardwork was in vain) the Ungu "U" formation (compliments from CSY) didn't impress the judges ? Even from aerial view ? Maybe it's their uniform ? Sadly (and ironically for no apparent reason) Blue Team got Number 1, felt like a hot butter knife just stabbed through my chest (well my chest portion IS exposed at that time due to the uniform readjustments). More importantly LJB WON ??? Lol congratz with a touch of bitter chocolate to you guys ^.^
I think you guyz won 'cuz you used foreign materials during the marching a.k.a birds (people told me but I didn't see 'cuz they were behind green team) but I guess able to impress the judges with that took alot of Synchronizing. Thanks Melia for saying the Green Team could win costume-wise. Anyways, overall BLUE STILL GOT 1st (a butcher knife stabs me this time) and Green got second while orange got 3rd. In the sports department, I'm pretty sure i think Green got 3rd and Orange got 2nd but due to being 1st in Merentas Desa and 2nd in perbarisan we managed to boost our ranking YAYAYAY !!!! I'm pretty sure green is the only team who got 1 prize from every competition. ^.^ Proud of it, just like last year 3K ...
It will be tough to be number 2 or even number 1 next year...We'll see how the Merentas Desa next year and how our atlets next year turn out to be. And I'll finally be AJK next year (WHOOOOPYYYY it's about time) time for you to beg for my everlasting guidance ^.^
When I arrived , camera records it as 5:51am.
6:10 am
Everyone getting ready for their very exposed marching uniforms
1 more photo with Goh, you can see 1/10 of my face on the right side of the pic.
Chai Yun BUSY with decorations.
I do NOT know what he's doing.
Me still in prime condition, you can see my neck is all BONES...
This is after the marching event, everyone relaxed.
MELIAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!! (Why didn't you come Nana T.T)
Blue House with their Statue of Liberty+Peace+Freedom theme
Yellow House with their Shooting Star+Gold Theme
GREEEEEENNNNN HOUUUSEEEEE with our Peter Pan and Tinkerbell theme !!!
WOOOOHHOOOOOOO we ROX !!!
Finally he's willing to take a photo ^.^
Me being really exhausted, can't you tell by the sweat ?
Now all we can do is CHEERRRRR....al ???
Red Team's Love Themed Shirt.
Everyone Chattin...And happy...
The Glitter in my hair !!!
Time to relax with some music...
Notice the guy in green holding our flag in the field ?
Cheerleading led by our super hyper active Green House teacher !!!
Race obviously...
I spy KJS ~
Cheering like GILA...
Is that Erine ??? I'm not sure...
They look like ants to me...
Wanted to buy but better not spoil myself.
Yay PRIZES with a hand ?
Oh ya WE ROCK !
Prize PLUS trophy...We rock even more ...
Field all cleared up and ready to go home.
We can't just leave this here can we ?
Ahem kinda shy ^.^
With Xin Si, look at the glitter below her neck...
And now for something calm and settle...3 piano pieces by yours truly, I would've uploaded more but I guess I haven't practiced some of them in quite a while so I've gotten abit (VERY) rusty and so is my piano T.T Anyways, I'm gonna show you Sign, Yawarakana Jikan and Aerith Theme..
Sign is played by Flow and is the 6th Naruto Shippuden Theme, I think this is the best one so far and lots of people LUV it, I recently found the appropriate piano version but still haven't printed it out so you'll have to bear with this version, note the left hand is all CHORDs babe...
NExt we have Yawa...bla bla bla Jikan which I played for the Christmas Party at my teacher's place. Wanted to play this together with Yam....blablabla Ame but that one is kinda tricky, not hard, just tricky.
And lastly the famous Aerith's Theme from Final Fantasy 7, the beginning sounds kinda weird though and it's kinda like a simplified version so FF7 lovers will probably flame me. These videos are not avaliable on You Tube I guess 'cuz I made them private. But I guess Nana really wanna watch it XP.
Well I'm pretty sure I'll have more done. in due time but now it's time to do my homework rushing and I probably won't be online on weekdays anymore unless there's a public holiday or something like that. Anyways, might blog tomorrow night so until then, I'll be snoozing ^.^
