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UGHHH Finally, the midterms exam is OVEr !!! WOOHOO, I thought it'd never end ! Well, now I'm just sitting around in my room the whole day waiting to decay, which I enjoy :) It's better than SOME things that I experience in school. Don't get me wrong, I'd love to see my friends everyday. But you should be able to understand that there aren't always happy moments in school. This applies to life too :) That's why I'm decaying...in my room

 

Shall I give you despair ?

So first of all, I would like to SEIZE this chance to say "YAYYYYY" because I've finally gotten my blogging motivation back on. Inspiration is now flying through my head, although I'm still trying to purge those unhappy inspirations.AHH, they're unavoidable, but it's this kinda things that make us stronger ! Now for a bit of final year reflection, I felt that things are much more fun and sensitive in my final year. I mean, this year is (and supposed to) gonna be scarred in my brain for almost forever. So everything that happens, good and bad, might as well be treasured. I mean it's not like we get to repeat everything all over again, and I'm sure SOMETHING has to happen to everyone once in a while (for me, it's almost everyday). Whether it's an incredible joke (I practically laugh at everything) or an accomplishment or just getting hyped up about something that's about to happen. I get hyped up pretty easily too :) unlike CSF :P  he's just too serious for his own good !

Anyways, Music Fes is this Saturday !!! It's a annual event hosted (most of the time) at Sutera Harbour. It's where talented people (TROLLFACE!!!) like me compete to win a piece of shiny, coloured plastic ! Sounds exciting, no ? I've participated more or less every year since Primary 3 but only won 3 times. The last time was in Form 3, a duet with Andre. We got first place ! I remember we were both like hopeless after they announced the 2nd place but DID WE get the biggest shock of our lives when they announced us as 1st place winners ! Ah yes, Form 3, my yesteryear ! I've blogged about it too ! Just click HERE !

This year, I'm doing a solo and a duet. This is my first time juggling two seperate competitions in a year. Let me explain. The whole shindig is divided into dozens of different categories (they even have a violin and band competition) About 7 seven of them takes place at once since they're making use of Sutera Harbour's multiple ballrooms. Each category has about 2 to 8 contestants. Now that you know, it's not really scary right ? It's not like there's 100 contestants at once. I remember when I was in Form 1, there were only 4-5 contestants (including me) and I didn't win :( I was kinda keeping my hopes up high 'cuz of the numbers and the odds. One of my mistakes back then was wearing sandles to a performance, mom was there, she didn't know, LOL.

Back to topic, this year, I'm doing Serenity of the Heart for my solo and Military March with ShnWei. Serenity of the Heart (SOTH) is one of my songs for my Grade 6 examination. There's another one which I think is easier called The Storm. As you can tell, SOTH is supposed to be calm while the Storm is a song filled with raging dynamics. I wanted to use The Storm as my choice for the contest but the teacher said that's more suited for Andre because I can play much more dramatically and emotionally. I was flattered back then so I accepted but now it's super hard for me to express my music in a calm and peaceful way. Most of the notes I play aren't (or doesn't even sound) even connected like it should be. I'm not sure will I be able to bag a trophy about this one or will I end up in last place. They won't tell you which place you've gotten unless you're number 1,2 or 3 ! So it's kinda a relief. Here is a little training video we did on Monday. IT'S JUST TRAINING and it's not the complete song yet...

Not really perfect, I made mistakes, she made mistakes but we're just in it for the fun :) That is if you don't count the fact that we're putting RM110 on the line just for a chance to win two pieces of plastic...I'll blog more later ! Ciao...

Seriously ?

You know what ? I actually had more than 10 drafts on this post. That's right, I kept on failing to finish what I started because of TIME ! I always start full of motivation and determination, then distractions starts flying in my window. It's really annoying and it's kinda bad 'cuz now I have TOO many things to write about. And I'm not in the mood for writing anymore. Marie can do a post for 4 hours. WOW. I'm impressed. But I suppose I should blog a bit even though exam is coming up. I still have my Moral and 3 Physics Peka to worry about. I'm already more than 1 month late for Moral and my 3 pekas are due next week. So I have to stress ! and RUSH of course...

I seriously dunno what to talk about now, because if I start a story, I'll risk leaving this SHORT post draft-ed ! Let's talk about feelings....I have feelings TOO y'KNOW ! Ugh that was horrible. Still on the rush ! Crystel's almost done with her moral projek !!! HELP !

Jump up with Glee

OMG I'm starting to get goosebumps with Glee...I "borrowed" 3 likeable episodes from my brother and now I can't stop watching it again and again AND AGAIN ! (did I mention again ?) Muhahaha Love Sue even though I think she's the biggest bit** I've ever seen ! (Big Nap Later) She's awesome that way :) I love how she goes berserk again and again ! HILARIOUS (destruction incarnate ! and ego maniac)... Anyways, holiday is almost (heck it's ALREADY over !) over ! No study is done whatsoever...

Powerpoint 95% done ^.^ and I got a copy of Life by Powerpoint which is a very long and boring guide about how to make effective presentations ! It's boring but it's perfect for a person like me. So far I have these things to cover after SPM:

• Ummm...Project X which is a secret !
• Life by Powerpoint
• The Facebook Effect
• Love over Coffee (unconfirmed)

For those of you wondering what the Facebook Effect is. It's a (also very thick) novel about how Facebook was created. It's more or less like the movie "The Social Network" only without the sex, drugs and other unhealthy things which might attract more teenage viewers :)  Love over Coffee is (what I assume) a romance novel about work and love and you know those typical stories where the make the main character choose one of them and lose the other one but in the end he manage to retain both of them because of a convenient plot twist ! Beside, coffee makes me crave for books even though I'll have to push it back until SPM is over. I saw it at Popular that day when I went shopping with Andre and Sophia. Felt interesting so I WANT IT.

While typing the above paragraph, I seem to talk as if I've overlooked or underestimated SPM as an easy obstacle...Well it isn't. Teacher even told my mom that I might fail so I'm pretty depressed and trying not to think about it :( Everyone's improving but I'm still standing at where I started at January.....LAsT YEAR....OK not gonna talk about that anymore now that I've got that thing off my chest. Agendas left this year until I can (try to) study in peace:

• Planning for Installation Night
• Planning for Inter School IU Day (if possible)
• Library ! Oh boy. Retirement August to September
• Green Team ? Not giving up until I get my PARTY !

 Oh yeah Glee likes to teach us "bad things". Getting pregnant, lying to your husband, Lots of fake cleavage, Being Gay (no offense to a certain girl) and using Slushies as a bullying tool....

She's awesome ! 

I wonder does the actor enjoy her role ? 

 The souvenir I got that day. Gonna remember it always. The heavenly hell I went true. I think I just regained (not that I had any before) my drive for Wushu :)

Teacher Lim and Yong's ping pong balls. They just let their children practice for hours !

  Ma Chi Di Di. Megan called him gay but I think a certain someone will say "He is unworthy of being gay :) !"

INspiration Yet ?

It's been a while since I updated my bloggy. I'm really dull nowadays, and am dealing with LOTS of work. Just spent 1 whole week sorting out interviews for this year's new PSS recruit :) Yay, I'm giving the interviews ! I remember back then, they were giving ME the interviews and then they were so SCARY. Acting all professional and not even smiling. GAWD I was so worried about the results, not 'cuz I REALLY wanna be a PSS but not being qualified will be totally humiliating !

So, as a result of giving extremely tiring interviews to (mostly) freshmens, I skipped (purely on Interview sessions) 5 periods in 1 week. The first period after every recess ! On Friday, I skipped 2 though :P Had to arrange some documents with Vivian and Chang Sin Fung because SOMEBODY likes to procrastinate ! And wants to study and let the naib pengerusi do everything. Well at least I exerted all of my anger towards the AJK Promosi so we have about 30 new PSS this year (although I have doubts whether they will remain obedient and loyal TO ME !!! We had a meeting on the Monday before the exam started (CSF seriously chose a very misguiding date) to explain the ethnics of being a PSS and also to tell them about our Kursus Dalaman PSS AND recieve their temporary PSS Name Tags (which we "borrowed" from the Bilik Kaunseling)...Some interesting students this year. And a lot of them resigned before they even started (but they seemed totally fine during the interviews WTF ?) So now, I got to know some new ones that are pretty special to me in some way. There's the 2 class monitors of PC in Blok C, Mohd Ryoji (lol) Mixed Japanese with Malay and Nathaniel Tham (whose Tam in Chinese is the same as mine). Another interesting thing is that there's quite a number of PSS whose kokum are filled with busy stuff. Mostly, Choir, Pancaragam and CO. So I'm starting to doubt their working abilities and endurance. But seriously, we get paid (marks) as much as a pengawas but we only need to work once a week...Yet some are just too lazy...

Anyways, lots of fuss I wanna make about the PSS etc but there FUN-ner stuff to talk about. Let's start with Friday, YAY NO CHEMISTRY TUITION. It's like the first time I'm staying in school on a Friday this year. So I had to rush to the Bio Lab right after the final paper with Felix, Char, Crys, Jeag Man and Kent to get going on our experiment...This is the 3rd time we enter the Bio Lab just to do the same experiment (we failed over 5 times !) Finally finished at 1.30pm (90 minutes spent). Felix said his dad knows my dad ? LOLZ ? Haven't asked my dad yet...After that, went to have lunch. Couldn't find anyone except Shu Min so I settled with her. (All her friends said I have ties with her :P) Then I saw the purple team was having their "party". Yang Yang went to buy Yoyo (yup, purely treated) for the kids and Melia did cute bookmark cut-outs for everyone with their name on it. Even Kester came (I heard he's a relieve teacher at another school)...So I decided to beg (buy) an extra YOYO they have. Melia said it's free even though I offered her everything in my pocket (Tissue, RM2, some coins, a lip bump. YAY Pearls ! (haven't had one in at least a fortnight=ages) Then I went to the library which was DEAD 'cuz the holiday already started. Saw Huang sitting quitely in the English 700 ARTS Corner and he seems to be absorbed in all the Artbooks. Lol, me, Ketty, Vivian, Huang and Yang Yang had a little talk 'cuz the library is like EMPTY...Then waited for car but mom forgotten about me =.= again. So ShnWei offered a ride to tuition with her. Oh boy, everyone was like getting the wrong idea (even the teacher) when we went in together...UGGGHHHH

Now a little bit of attention on the mother nature. Who HASN'T heard of the Earquake+Tsunami in Japan ? Well it's like the biggest trend going on today. GOSSIP ! I mean 2 in 1 disaster package....AND it's JAPAN....Friggin' Japan ! MANGAS AND ANIMES ! Not to mention awesome GAMES ? And it happened in TOKYO ! I just hope none of those things went to WASTE :) Seriously, when my tuition teacher told us about that. I wasn't really thinking about the people. I was thinking about their products :) (Free products nonetheless) OKAY News Flash, I cant find the next issue of Fairy Tail which was supposed to be released 2 days ago (UHOH). Well, I advise you all to pray for the people (gonna be hearing lots of JB from now on) and eat your veges (and don't dominate other countries and slaughter their people without remorse. Karma's gonna get you !) If you think karma is important then click on this message !

Now back to Saturday. My whole day is ruined 'cuz the Greenie's outing was canceled due to the recent Tsunami waves (M'sia always uses Indo and Phili as shields ^.^) Although the chances are very low, parents (especially FORM ONE) won't let their kids out (you can never be too safe). At night, went to Abby's birthday (well at least it's not next to the sea)...Naturally, I'm a stranger in the eyes of all girls, vice verse. So I "lured" Audrey in with a whopping round of BBS ! (Mission Success) She friggin' scared me (ShnWei too 'cuz she was eavesdropping) when she said "Utada Hikaru died in the Earthquake" WTFFFF Yeah, I got my revenge when I kept telling her stories when she was watching the BBS cutscenes. I was like "That was a dream !" "Aqua died !" "OMG Terra exploded (funniest one yet)"....Had fun...Did I mention I played the High School Musical Karaoke Game ! OMG Was high (Happy Belated Birthday to Abby and her sexy new polaroid/ Happy Birthday to Brandon too !)

*SKIP SUNDAY 'CUZ IT'S HOLIDAY SO EVERYDAY IS A SUNDAY
ON SECOND THOUGHT, SKIP MONDAY TOO :)*

On Tuesday, went to school at 8 'cuz we (Wushu members) have to return to school to greet the guest (Wushu students) from China. At first, we (mostly LJB) were a bit calmer 'cuz it was confirmed that we don't need to perform in front of them. So, as always, there was a BIG delay and we only started at about 11. There were only about 10 students. THEN we needed to perform. WTF ? Well only the seniors...So yeah, DOUBLE WTF !!! I was so nervous. Everyone was in a mess. Put it short, we did bad and crappy. Then there was this one on one session. We only had 8 seniors so it was enough to go around. My "senpai" was totally strict =.= And he said I needed to use MORE ENERGY . But I was, don't blame me just 'cuz I'm weak T.T. My legs were the problem. They HURT now, and then cramp. Long long torture. I'm not sure about the others though but I felt like fainting any second. He offered me a break time two times but I rejected and he was like "Good" (Olala he knows a bit of English too !) Time was almost up, we gathered in front of stage and they performed to us. They did the same "moveset" as us only that they did it with FURIOUS anger and loud screams. And they did multiple steps in one command. PLUS OMG they STOMPED on our stage. It would be hilarious if it was gonna break any second. TOO BAD IT DIDn'T. After that they gave us each a souvenir. Like "senpai" to student. My senpai gave me a pink thingy. I'll post a picture of it in my next post :) Makes me think of that scene "DEIDARA-senpai ! Noooo He was a strict senpai but a good one too" It'll be easy go guess who said it...

Spent these few days working on the powerpoint for the library. Teacher Elly wants to put it on the scholl's website so I feel sooo honoured ! I decided the make a credit page at the back just because it feels totally formal. Now it's not a powerpoint presentation anymore but a powerpoint interface. It looks nice and I even chose a fancy little background theme for the credits at the last page...Really liked what I did. Took me quite some time to get everything done. But I'm really satisfied. Now all that's left is the polishing and re-arrangements to make everything look nice :) 5 more pages till perfection ! Well seeya next time !

I NEED INSPIRATION :(

Future Vision ?

It's almost 1 week. My precious (and well spent) CNY holiday is finally OVER ! I'm so dead. I remember leaving everything half done when the holidays were finally here. Everything from homework to Green Team issues are all unresolved...I think I may have even lost a thing or too (A LOT) and my homework is piling up ! Seriously, my English teacher think we take English too lightly (that's what I think) so she gave us like 10+ pages of homework on Eng Lit. Better starts moving today and getting everything sorted out. I can't believe Sports Day is over already (that's SOOO FAST !). Now there's almost no more chances for me to ponteng T.T

Form 5 January (WELL SPENT !)

Went to Audrey's open house yesterday ! together with Ronny, Alex, Abby, Franson, J.Marie, Karee, ShnWei, Siaw Jia Ye, Huang and Roxas Rachel ! Audrey and her sis was there too (obviously !) It was awesome ! There's even a lion dance performance :) Really nice moves, and we were cracking jokes about the lion...And the kids (performers) are really cute too, but Audrey was attracted to a guy who's playing the drums...Saying "how did that handsome get in there ?" or something like that (I said he was blackmailed). Then Audrey's dad busted out the fire crackers ! OMG, I thought I was ready but suddenly BOOOM ! (scared the hell outta me) Just when I thought it ended, they threw in even MORE Firecrackers ! Heck they even threw one at the lions. LAWL-ed when we discovered they were stepping on it and started running away !

Yay Lunch time (OMG finally, I totally skipped breakfast), it was yummy. Wanted to take more but the candy told me to eat them instead :) Had lettuce (or was it cabbage ?) RAW eaten with Marshmallow. Everybody was looking at me ! ^.^ It taste ok, the crispy mouth watering vege with the sweet softness of the marshy ! Try it :P (no, it won't cause a bad chain reaction in your tummy...). The duck looked BLOODY (no offense, Aud), but I ate it anyway (MANNERS !), then the taste of blood hit me (EKKK, doctor said I have haemophobia 'cuz she took 30 min trying to convince me to take a blood sample)

Back to the candy talk, Audrey has EVERYTHING...I practically contributed most in Operation Kill Yourself with Bunnies...Yep, I totally made that up :) But the bunny part was true. Audrey had lots of White Rabbit Candies. If you're Sabahan, then you'll know what a White Rabbit Candy is. I practically grew up craving for more ! I also finished the marshmallows and the waffle like things that are wrapped around. But still White Bunnies bring back the most memories, I haven't saw it in YEARS ! I remember when I was little, I thought the plastic was poisonous but when I tried it. YUMMY !

Audrey was kinda sad though, 'cuz the whole living room looked like it split into 3 factions. 1 was mostly 5B girls (Abby, Marie and ShnWei they all) then opposite them (Alex, Franson, Xin Si) and finally, on the side, sitting on the floor (Me, Steph and Roxas Rachel) We were talking about games and HobbyCON. That's right ! Roxas Rachel was the girl who dressed up as someone from Vocaloid (which I mistaken for Porkloin) during HobbyCON last year and she's aiming for a certain blondie this year ! So you BETTER go see her...THIS YEAR (Yep, I'm gonna be there) Wait OWH I'm not SuRE 'cuz I dunno will it clash with my SPM. The event takes 2 WHOLE day and I know my mom will totally not allow, actually, I won't allow it myself too unless there's someone to accompany me !

Ok, am super hyped right now 'cuz Kent-chan got FF13 last week and that means LIGHTNING !!! ZOMG ! and SE announced FF13-2 !!!! AHHH This time lightning comes back wearing a suit of armor with feathers. Not really my taste but as long as the story is nice I don't mind ! The production team got the "message" from their president when he sent them all a postcard with Lightning's artwork on it, written "She must not be forgotten" LOLZ

AHHHH I want one too T.T School starts tomorrow. And I'm not done with my homework ! Oh well, procrastination is the key to activating-my-super-human-abilities-so-i-can-finish-my-homework-2-times-faster-than-usual ! As usual I'll be waiting for the English version of Valkyria C3 at the end of March ! (OMG addicted much ?) And I totally neglected my Physics tuition teacher's command to make notes for every chapter in Form 4. I'm so dead right ? I'll be quite addicted to the only Valkyria C3 walkthrough video guy now (although his skills isn't very good) on Youtube. Time to finish of all those un-done homework. Sayonara ! Oh and I almost forgot, Happy Chinese New Year, the year of the Bugs Bunny !